My father has wronged me, and i hold a grudge. I sort of want to re-establish contact. But i want him to repent to me. But he will not. I feel like this is a very womanly thing to want from him, but i also feel it would be b***hy to come crawling back despite his wrongdoing. I am leaning towards not crawling back, as i've done that for years to resolve conflict, even when i am not in the wrong.
Books for this feel?