Write What's On Your Mind ?

previous

Black Rifle Cuck Company, Conservative Humor Shirt $21.68

Yakub: World's Greatest Dad Shirt $21.68

Black Rifle Cuck Company, Conservative Humor Shirt $21.68

  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm tired, bros. Getting sick again. Would go see a doctor if they didn't cost an arm and a leg. Here we go again.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      fix your diet

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        That's what's weird about it: I eat only eggs and fruit for breakfast with non-fat greek yogurt, chicken for lunch, and steak or fish for dinner. Very low carbohydrate diet, coming almost exclusively from fruit. Sometimes I'll have stale bread to hold me over at work. I go to the gym 4 times a week and take part in a relatively intense weight training regimine, not even counting how much work keeps me active. I never drink alcohol and drink water exclusively. I think something is wrong.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          oh yeah not bad diet actually idk. though i'm not sure why you're eating non-fat yoghurt on a low carb diet

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Non fat yogurt is poison. Get the whole

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Why's that? One has a ton of fat, the other doesn't. Not sure how non-fat is 'poison' compared to the one with tons of fat. Seems it would come down to preference given what your fitness goals are. Personally I'm trying to look muscular with vascularity so I'm not trying to eat a ton of fat. Most of the fat I get is from my steak and eggs.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            it's about carbs, not fat, you simpleton

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I don't understand, fat is carbohydrates?

            Are you a boomer? Are you still under the impression that natural fat is bad for you? Natural fat is very good for you. Its trans fat that is bad. Trust me you will have way more energy after you start eating whole yogurt. I do every day basically and I'm 5'10' 160 lbs.

            No need to insult me. I get plenty of natural fat in my diet from steak and eggs. Non-fat greek yogurt is about getting a low calorie, low fat protein. What I really want is raw milk but I can't seem to find anywhere that will sell it to me.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I didn't mean boomer as an insult.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I don't think boomers were under the impression natural fat is bad for you. Boomers were big on the Atkins diet in the later 90's/early 2000's, which was low carb, tons of fat and protein. if anyone thinks natural fat is bad for you, I don't think it's boomers.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            whoever invented the food pyramid

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah the low fat thing started in the 80s I think. Boomers, gen xers, idk. People that came before my millenial ass.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            whoever invented the food pyramid

            Food pyramid is cancer. You really don't need that much carbohydrates in your diet, and if you are going to get them you ideally want to get them from fruits, especially berry's, which are high in dietary fiber and natural sugars. Bread is delicious but in America at least most bread is stuffed with preservatives, sugar, etc. It's why gluten intolerance is so widespread these days in the states but is less prevelant in European countries where they have better health regulations when it comes to processed foods.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >high in dietary fiber
            eat zero fibre

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm about to start a diet tomorrow where I avoid all processed shit. Just meats, veggies, fruits, nuts, etc. No high fructose goyslop or seed oils. Cutting out breads and condiments is definitely going to be the hardest part.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            don't eat too many nuts

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            do you eat your steak & eggs raw?
            can't you get raw milk online in your country

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >do you eat your steak & eggs raw?
            No but i've heard this is the ideal way to eat them, I'm just not ready for that. One of my friends pretty much only eats raw steak and butter and he's the healthiest person I know. I live in Virgina so I could probably find an amish farm that will sell me raw milk, but I don't have a car so I haven't been able to go out to one yet.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            do you know about aajonus?
            i have my steaks with a sear, raw inside.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Are you a boomer? Are you still under the impression that natural fat is bad for you? Natural fat is very good for you. Its trans fat that is bad. Trust me you will have way more energy after you start eating whole yogurt. I do every day basically and I'm 5'10' 160 lbs.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            the worst part of trans fat is trying to keep up with all the pronouns

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You eat trans fat and you will be trans and fat.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Plus it tastes way better.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Meme diet, meme lifestyle.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            in what way? I look and feel better than ever. Hardly what I'd call a meme lifestyle.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >I keep getting sick
            >I feel better than ever
            Which is it?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Just lately, like the last month. I've been on this diet for 5 years, never sick before this month, which is why I think something is wrong, such as a seperate underlying health condition.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Could just be a virus your body is fighting off. With all these foreigners coming into white countries there's bound to be new strains of viruses your getting introduced to.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            DON'T CALL IT A COMEBACK
            I BEEN HERE FOR YEARS

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            That's my worry. I don't trust doctors though, so I'm going to give it a couple more days and see.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    the HO HA HO HA
    from Cypress Hill - dr Greenthumb

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      one-time tried to come in my home
      take my chrome
      I said "yo, it's on"

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Not to invoke /misc/ here but I get really fricking bothered by the way some normalgays approach American politics these days. Half the people I've talked to seem to expect some kind of SHFTWROLBBQ situation in the near future, some kind of January 6th rerun in which they'll put on their coolguy goon gear and plate carriers and overthrow Crooked Joe Biden/Orange Man/whoever and instate a BASED and REDPILLED government instead, and that this will all take place comfortably, even enjoyably, for all involved, that they'll be home in time for dinner, that they'll just kill all the nasty yucky leftists/gross stinky flyover people/whoever and everything will be Just Perfect afterwards.
    Not literally, of course, but what I'm getting at is that there's no nuance or honest attempt at understanding or discourse to any of this, it's all knee jerk gut reactions to what the opposing party does, and it's almost impossible to get a rational argument through to these people because they see opposing their views as being entirely against them. It's to the point that I suspect some kind of third party deliberately provoked this kind of thing as a way to ensure political unity became impossible in this country, the same way the whole "WHITE people should exit the government/military/academia/etc and all other institutions of power (which are CONTROLLED by LEFTISTS anyway) in order to move to the middle of nowhere and live out some vague dream of raising children with women who dance in wheatfields, never mind the disconnection of this ideal from reality" thing could be seen as a deliberate attempt to ideologically poison any pro-white movement by getting it to self-sabotage its own attempts at gaining any kind of power. I don't particularly care for all of that shit but it still bothers me to see people abandon critical thinking in favor of just going along with whatever because the right people call it based and tradpilled and shit. If you put a soijak and a Chadjak together with the right caption you could convince these people of fricking anything.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It's the winter of western european civilization. Our ancestors conquered the world and we got tired and decadent. We need something real to believe in again like the Muslims and Chinese. Those motherfrickers have a purpose and a goal. We will stagnate and decline until we once again find a purpose. No worries. We will.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      zero hp lovecraft described it pretty well in this essay:
      https://zerohplovecraft.substack.com/p/messianic-onlineism-and-the-spirit
      normies mostly go off vibes (ideally good vibes) and most political upheivals and major happenings really come into their own with a bunch of people (feeling like theyre) winning some great political/cultural struggle. he gets too sucked into culture wars as well but comes up with some good analysis along the way.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Democracy is an unmitigated disaster. It makes politics ugly and in turn makes everything else ugly. There’re really nothing more to say about it. You can either try to get involved and change it or avoid it.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I think it's okay if the public are deciding really basic things, like tax pricing, adding a new road here, park there, etc. But having them determine what is and isn't marraige, who can get abortions (should be no one), that kind of thing, has been a disaster for humanity. I do tend to agree with the HDT line: "The government that governs least, governs best". Our government in the USA has become far too overreaching.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          weed is another one that I don't think should be legal. Makes people lazy and moronic. Insane to me it's so common everywhere these days.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            weed seems more dangerous to me than coke

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I agree, causes more delusions and obsessive introspection over the most trivial and stupid things. Weed causes pure delusion. Any drug use at all for recreational purposes is the most selfish thing you can do. Drug use is the destroyer of civilizations. Porn also never should have been made legal.

            abortion is wrong; that gay frog in your stomach has a soul and he'll actually be really glad when he's 26 working at tim hortons that, instead of immediately dying, he got to grow up poor, and then die when it's not sad for someone to die anymore

            Ask yourself if you'd have rather been aborted or had life. Nearly everyone will say they'd prefer life, it's the execption who'd rather have been aborted, which proves the rule that everyones values life. In fact, you being alive at all right now is a testament to this fact. If you would have rather been aborted you'd of killed yourself by now. You have the option to 'abort' yourself at any given moment.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >causes more delusions and obsessive introspection
            exactly! people should be protective of their own vision. likewise i always thought psychedelics were scarier than simple stimulants. they can actually change you. cocaine is like a harmless bit of fun.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >If you would have rather been aborted you'd of killed yourself by now
            that's different. i'm not saying do anything sudden, i'm just saying if you ever get the opportunity to pass away: take it

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Drug use is the destroyer of civilizations. Porn also never should have been made legal.
            Both feel negligible next to the modern human diet. Bad habits & a few extra toxins in your system doesn't compare to having the chief nourisher of your life being empty, unnatural, poisonous.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            lol complete cope. have a nice day moron. Plenty of people don’t put life on a pedestal like you do, homosexual. There’s literally nothing wrong with abortion. Disgusting moralgay have a nice day.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          abortion is wrong; that gay frog in your stomach has a soul and he'll actually be really glad when he's 26 working at tim hortons that, instead of immediately dying, he got to grow up poor, and then die when it's not sad for someone to die anymore

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Political matters are never basic. Aristotle referred to it as the supreme art for a reason. The practical realities of every polis is downstream of politics. When you subordinate politics to the mass, you subordinate it to both the whims of the mass and to the lowest common denominator. It’s simply a functional reality that in order for politics to be made democratic, it must be made accessible. That is achieved by making politics lesser rather than making the masses greater by default. Furthermore, it makes politics perverse and ugly. It’s not all that unlike letting the kids decide what they want to eat for dinner. Before you know it, everyone is obese and has diabetes. Some of the kids try to reign in it by reacting to the poor diet by regimenting an ultra-strict diet. Suddenly, everyone is all emaciated and malnourished. This is basically Democratic politics in a nut shell and it’s why Rome had no holocaust and didn’t plan Pride flags on its embassies.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      The problem is that argument, debate, is dead because people do not know and do not care about grounding their underlying moral or political values in anything.
      So as a result for most people politics isn't any question about what an ideal society would look like, but rather is like football teams playing. They want their team to win because they identify with it. The reason why they identify with it is beyond the scope of rational debate. Identification has surpassed argumentation.
      Public dialogue has become increasingly simplified, memeified, to appeal to the lowest common denominator. For all the shit people my age like to give boomers if you watch public debates from their time, you will find far more sophisticated arguments being made. Go watch the Buckley-Vidal debates. Things get heated near the end but overall the debate is carried out with a level of rhetoric you would never see today.
      Another reason for the decline in the quality of public discourse imo is the triumph of entertainment above all else. American life has become reduced to cartoonish caricatures, spectacles designed to distract and entertain not to create well considered thought

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Another cause of the decline of quality public discourse imo is postmodernism. Instead of meta-discourses about the course of the nation, about "civilizational development", as were predominant in the early 20th century, today we have fragmented conflicts based on identitarian terms
        Fascists, progressives, and radicals of the early 20th century conceptualized their political activity in grandiose terms
        For progressives creating a cleaner, more rational society governed by technocrats
        For fascists revitalizing the nation
        It is hard today to imagine anyone in the public sphere using such grandiose, idealistic rhetoric. We are so cynical if someone used similar rhetoric they would be laughed at

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I don't care about tradwives and all that conservacuck nonsense.
    I just want a virgin wife.
    That's literally the only important thing.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      me too but I'm an old adult male virgin so that's not happening. maybe you will.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        perfect. you two should marry one another

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Go back to fricking your dog.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            if you slept with more girls maybe you wouldn't lash out

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I never desired nor do I desire to "sleep with girls" your imbecile.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            you prefer men

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Sure, let me rape one

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Attention everyone
    I use Linux
    Thank you

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Good morning. I want to kill myself. How are you today?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Why do you want to have a nice day?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Hard to articulate really. I’m feeling really suffocated by life, how it’s gone, how it is, the things I’ve done and not done. I keep turning to people for advice and not getting any, or getting only passive aggressive confrontational advice. I just feel stuck. I don’t know how else to put it.

        You didn’t say how you are though. I use this thread basically as a diary but recently I’ve realized people just want and need someone to talk to so I want to want to help them with that.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Why haven't you done it? I do what I want. Why don't you?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I think wanting to and actually doing it demand different criteria. I believe suicide is an immoral act as well.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've started to notice that I refer to myself as "we" when I think inside my head. Like I'll think to myself "we real need to go to bed right now, it's getting late". I think it's my meditation habit that's causing this but I'm not sure.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I think people are burn with a certain amount of jokes, humour, wit, and I have burned through all of mine. I used to have a effortless stream of humour and it all dried up one day.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I've only become more Jokerpilled with age.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It's not even like I am down or depressed, it's more like the faculty just atrophied. Idk.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I am burnt out too... I used to be so funny and ppl loved my mimics not anymore though, I wonder if I was ever funny?? Maybe kids my age then didn't know better jokes? Maybe I just haven't progressed comedically? Maybe my second act is yet to be???

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I think people are burn with a certain amount of jokes, humour, wit, and I have burned through all of mine. I used to have a effortless stream of humour and it all dried up one day.

        It's possible you both used to be surrounded by flatterers who found anything and everything funny. It's also likely that as you grew older you started to value different things. Sounds to me like you both stopped caring about being funny or making jokes, and you quit something when it no longer interests you anymore. It's part of growing up. I wouldn't give it too much thought.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >flatterers
          Black person I'm on IQfy you think I had flatterers

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Not sure if it matters or not, looking back I found that nearly all my friends used to be flatterers and I'm on IQfy.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Are you still angry with me?

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Does anyone else have a fear of expressing yourself? Not like social anxiety, but more like you're afraid of showing some side of yourself that will make you seem interesting at first but after digging a bit deeper will reveal disappointing shallowness. I feel like I subconsciously self-sabotage myself and act stupid on purpose to set people's expectations really low. But it's starting to get really annoying having no one respect me or take me seriously, and my self-esteem has been annihilated. I also let myself get gaslit very easily because of this, and I'll automatically think I'm wrong about something I've experienced first-hand if someone gives any kind of objection or uncertainty towards what I say. I've recently discovered that this has been going on my whole life, and it hurts so much knowing that I've been to afraid to live authentically and have my opinions validated. Instead, I let other people have the floor and take the credit who then proceed to talk down to me. Why do I get punished just because I don't feel the need to jerk myself off to others to show them how knowledgeable I am? Why is my self-esteem so bad that I never say anything because I always assume that my opinions and observations are stupid and not worth throwing out there?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Yes my parents didn't like it when I expressed myself when I was a kid. I've realized now that my mom and step dad significantly less intelligent than many and arent very curious.
      I had trouble with this when I was younger. I was a pot head for years and it made it much worse. I got sober and the anxiety and lack of confidence went away.
      Get out of your head more and just start doing. Don't think too much about what other people are thinking of you as long as you're what you think is right.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I used to. Now I cop to the shallowness right off the bat. Not in a super self-deprecating way, just being honest. Being honest is such a fricking breeze, so long as you can handle rejection well. If you give people the facts they will basically just auto-sort themselves into or out of your life without you having to anxiously fret over possibilities.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Fad diet thread?

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    IQfy chads thoughts on coffee? Do you have a cup in the morning or at periods throughout the day? It is better to abstain entirely?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      coffee should be treated like a drug. not an every morning thing. going for a coffee in the middle of the night is pretty IQfy

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I find that I waste the ultra-productivity coffee gives me in the morning so I typically just do a tea for my morning wake-up caffeine, then get a coffee in late morning or by lunch for my real burst of mid-day productivity. Then another one in the afternoon.

      I used to be a one small coffee a day guy and it was sacred to me, I think it kept my tolerance low. I'm considering detoxing for 3 months just to make it new again.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I see land!

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      i self medicate for adhd with it. works to keep me focused throughout the day while being easier to get (in case i lose it) and cheaper than the amphetamines the doctors tried to push on me.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Usually three cups a day

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    what are some ways IQfy influenced your life?
    nine years ago when i was underage i posted a chart on IQfy & a tripgay w anime reaction pics gave me the best most important recs of my life

    >inb4 it made me a loser
    goes without saying

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      My worldview, my not killing myself at many junctures, my being sane, several gfs

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What were the recs?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        i'm the first reply https://desuarchive.org/mu/thread/42421070/#42424832

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          the first one they replied to i mean

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      great album

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        it's something isn't it

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    #
    I finished reading it. I understand what DFW was saying.

    I'm not too much like the main characterー although we would be capable of mutual understanding, much like the flea and headlouse. There are genuine elements to me. I love and enjoy literature, poetry, and nature. I like people, even if I don't want to be around them. I have ideals and morals.
    My inauthenticity arises from my interaction with other people. I am extremely manipulative, and from what I know from the times that I have socialized, it is incredibly easy to manipulate people, whether they are a psychiatrist or an average joe. I know what DFW means when he writes about Neal wanting to find someone with the "mental firepower" to be his match and see through him. Someone that can see through me and know how much of a bastard I really am would be both horrifying and irresistible.

    I had a moment just as with Dr. Gustafson in the storyー the old therapist I wrote about. There was a point at which I believed she may be able to see what I really was, but she failed. In the end, I realized that she was extremely easy to manipulate. I never tried to manipulate her, by the way. Not for attention, resources, or anything at all. It was very similar to Neal's interaction with Gustafson, although I had no interest in trying to "bat" anyone around. I just played the part that she eventually thought she figured out.

    To her credit, she gave me the only real positive social experiences I've ever had in my life. I don't want to seem as though I'm idealizing someone, but she seemed to me the kindest and most intelligent person I had ever met. Why are good people so foolish? I want to know that. I know that I'm evil because I'm not foolish.

    I quickly smashed this post out on my phone, so forgive my disjointed thoughts. This is not all the book made me think aboutー I have a lot more I could say about it. This is just what came to mind here.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >reading Wraeththu right now
    If it was released in early 2010s, it would have been mocked as Tumblr shit and weird yaoi fantasy.
    If it was released in early 2020s, it would have used the word "non-binary" so much, it wouldn't even be funny.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why life has to be so lonely? I feel tired. Really, no matter how many times I try coping with that, doing things I like, trying new things etc it looks like it never goes away. I don't have any friends in real life, I'm completely unable to do any connections outside the internet(fricking autist), I live alone with my schizophrenic old mom, It's really hard to deal with that, but I'm trying to be better with her. I've tried a lot of things during my life; learning guitar, a new language, read books, lifiting, but all seems so useless close to the inevitable loneliness of life. Frick.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      unironically become Christian. It's the only thing that will give your life meaning and scope. And it's a long process to even begin to understand what the Christian doctrine is preaching, but don't give up. Go to catechism at a Church and start learning what the Gospels say, and who Christ it. It will put existence in perspective, the only one, in my opinion.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        ow that's tough. i hope you win.

        You definitely need to get out there and be reminded of the nice little contingent aspects of human company. Honestly a meditation, prayer, or reading group is good. Try not to be elitist and autistic, try to just take people as they are. Look at it as a form of people watching if that helps. Try to find the good in simple people, even in people who are kind of shitty. They don't have access to the same pure autistic conceptual thought so they are doing their best just to keep their boat upright and they have to go wherever the currents take them.

        You are a good person to suppress your own struggles with dealing with a mom with dementia, especially living with her up close like that, just so that you can be better to her. It shows that you know it's not her fault, and even when all the "surface" stuff shows that she's victimizing you with her behavior, she is a victim too, and she is lonely in a very deep way because she can't get out of this. She's lucky to have you. Take comfort in the fact that you're a good person. Life's ugliness only really wins when it makes us think "I've cared for (my mom, this sick dog, my child, etc.) for 10 fricking years and I never got any credit for it" and we start to harden our hearts. Then we end up doing ugly things and becoming ugly people.

        But you can't live on this alone, you need something for you, something that gets you out of your head and bombards you with contingency. This sounds stupid but at least make sure you go out, go to a coffee shop every day if you can't do anything else. You need to be as kind to yourself as you are to your mom.

        >This sounds stupid but at least make sure you go out, go to a coffee shop every day if you can't do anything else.
        This, just getting out of my house for a few hours a day, whether it's the gym, coffee shop, a park, the movies, has worked wonders on both my mental and ontological state.

        Thanks anons

        I know that feel. I just cope by being a clown among coworkers because otherwise I feel I'd be completely ignored by people (which has a truth in it because if I dont start the interaction then no one will, speaking from my experience).

        WGMI bro

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      ow that's tough. i hope you win.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You definitely need to get out there and be reminded of the nice little contingent aspects of human company. Honestly a meditation, prayer, or reading group is good. Try not to be elitist and autistic, try to just take people as they are. Look at it as a form of people watching if that helps. Try to find the good in simple people, even in people who are kind of shitty. They don't have access to the same pure autistic conceptual thought so they are doing their best just to keep their boat upright and they have to go wherever the currents take them.

      You are a good person to suppress your own struggles with dealing with a mom with dementia, especially living with her up close like that, just so that you can be better to her. It shows that you know it's not her fault, and even when all the "surface" stuff shows that she's victimizing you with her behavior, she is a victim too, and she is lonely in a very deep way because she can't get out of this. She's lucky to have you. Take comfort in the fact that you're a good person. Life's ugliness only really wins when it makes us think "I've cared for (my mom, this sick dog, my child, etc.) for 10 fricking years and I never got any credit for it" and we start to harden our hearts. Then we end up doing ugly things and becoming ugly people.

      But you can't live on this alone, you need something for you, something that gets you out of your head and bombards you with contingency. This sounds stupid but at least make sure you go out, go to a coffee shop every day if you can't do anything else. You need to be as kind to yourself as you are to your mom.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        A+ post

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >This sounds stupid but at least make sure you go out, go to a coffee shop every day if you can't do anything else.
        This, just getting out of my house for a few hours a day, whether it's the gym, coffee shop, a park, the movies, has worked wonders on both my mental and ontological state.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I know that feel. I just cope by being a clown among coworkers because otherwise I feel I'd be completely ignored by people (which has a truth in it because if I dont start the interaction then no one will, speaking from my experience).

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I was listening to Arcade Fire on my phone speaker during my morning subway commute. A few passengers shot me looks not of annoyance but curiosity that someone with such an aristocratic music taste would be so crass as to impose upon the enclosed communal soundscape in this manner. I caught the eyes of an alt girl across the aisle who seemed intrigued by my nuanced disposition. I gestured to offer her a hit of my vape, and after a moment’s analysis of potential sex-crime risk she reached her hand out with a coy smile. Through rapid visual assessment I saw her un-manicured fingernails and teeth in need of Crest white-strips. I snatched my PCP dab pen back just in time, put my phone up to my ear saying “Sorry, I’ll call you back,” and then paused the music to restore quietude as I stared wistfully at my reflection in the window. A guy behind me said “You real for that.”

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you must understand, that for the vast majority of religious teaching and religious influence across all time, have been secondhand. who dares to actually read the Bible front to back on their own, or to read one with commentary and context? having considered this, examine yourself and your present concept of religion and religious theory: do you judge a judge only by its comments and fans? a superficial assessment, for superficial people, when the-work-as-it-actually-is-in-entirety is beyond such things

  19. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I have enough money to pay for the full assisted suicide from Pegasos Association in Switzerland. (I don't have enough to cover the costs + flight and hotels required yet but I will in a month).
    I'm an American. Will I be able to do this in the span of a single day, as long as I complete my application and such before flying to Switzerland?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Anon please don't do that.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I am already essentially terminally ill. It's not something done out of depression.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          what does it look like. offer any insights for the living?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Just make good use of your time while you're aliveー don't waste it in your basement fearing what will happen if you live. be kind to others. Don't bow to the crowd.

            Other than that, nothing at all. I know nothing at all.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            respect.
            bon voyage

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Other than that, nothing at all. I know nothing at all.
            might use this in something i write

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      No, you need to validate your documents with the Swiss government, and that's at the whim of bureaucracy. They also only really speed shit up on the volunteer side if you're doing emergency applications, but you still need the government certs.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Where did you read that? Is it possible to do remotely?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >I haven't even read the public facing website
          Might want to do that

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It doesn't say it has to be confirmed by the authorities before submission. My current documents should be enough.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Read their FAQ, or their page or Swiss law
            e.g. right above where they tell you the price
            >Does Pegasos have a mandatory wait period?
            >No, Pegasos has no required wait period. However, it is important to remember that the Swiss State requires a certain number of officially-certified documents. It can take some time for these to be complied so beware.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Damn. I can't stay in Switzerland that long. I'll do it another way.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            can they actually deny you of death?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            If you don't have the government shit done, they won't hook you up.

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm pretty progressive and liberal (except for one topic: sexual liberalism). Nonetheless watching the US Dems lose their shit because half the country does not agree with their progressive/liberal trajectory leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

    They have so little respect for people with different lifestyles, worldviews and opinions than their own. They are so disgusting elitist. It really does not jive well with them supposedly being on the left side of the political spectrum.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >They have so little respect for people with different lifestyles, worldviews and opinions than their own
      What you've highlighted is that they are actually the most tyrannical and degenerate political ideology. They are open to anyone doing anything: Instead of what liberalism is supposed to be, which is never telling anyone what to do ever, but having beliefs in objective morals and virtues, which modern dems do not have.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        What would those objective morals and values be?
        No killing, no stealing, being respectful/cordial in everyday interaction, listening

        drinking out of boredom again

        I remember those days
        There really isn’t anything you are drawn to? No hobbies? Mild interests?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >No killing, no stealing, b
          Kek, there's a song I like called Don't Lie, Don't Kill Anyone, and saying its title aloud excitedly when it comes through my earphones in public has yet to make anyone act like I'm a paragon of moral virtue

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Sorry autocorrect
            >Don't Die, Don't Kill Anyone

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            ok so what are they?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm not the anon yet I were talking to, I'm just a filthy nihilist with sick beats

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >yet I
            You*
            Ffs I think I have to kill autocorrect on this thing before people start thinking i'm having a stroke

  21. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Woke up drunk

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      beautiful

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I'm keeping the buzz going so the hangover don't hit

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    > want to do A
    > everybody who does A did B first and they did it before a certain age
    > I did C and am over that age
    Well, time to rage quit and start over with a new character and hope they don’t frick it up this time I guess.

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    wtf this is so good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V52gc2YPS2c

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    drinking out of boredom again

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I'm drinking out of fun 😀

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        are you in a party of just a good mood?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Drinking puts me in a good mood

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            do you anything differently?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            All in the attitude man. Maybe climate too. I live in a sunny and beautiful place and it's easy to be happy here

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How do long-time NEETs, unemployed, and the under-employed stay optimistic about the potential for their lives? It seems like anyone who accomplishes anything is relatively successful while young.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Just another two weeks until society falls apart, I'll be fine.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Somehow I think it’ll be longer than two weeks and I don’t think the prospects are any better for them once it does fall apart.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          To give you a more serious answer, i don't stay optimistic. Shit's fricked. But since i can still have good experiences i figure i might as well see it through to the end.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i like that. the heroes are getting by in the gutter and seldom roll over to gaze at the stars.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            That's a nice way of looking at it.

            What would you do if you didn’t think you could have a good experience?

            I don't really think I'd be that hopeless unless i got severely crippled or something. As long as i have my health i can still do things i enjoy, live and grow and all that shit - even if there's no realistic chance of me catching up to my peers.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Man, I’m jealous. I get this hopeless feeling because I simply don’t live up to my standard. I always feel like there’s meeting the standard and everything else is failure. I actually built up a lot of resentment and self loathing over this. I’ve always been jealous of people who don’t think like that by default.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            What would you do if you didn’t think you could have a good experience?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      just a little guilt and workaholism keeps me going

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Guilt?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          yeah, for not being a normie and getting normie experiences at the right time

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            How does that keep you optimistic?

  26. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Do you think the NoPorn/NoFap advice changes for people with high libido?

  27. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    She got pussy juice all on my bed. Annoyed

  28. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What’s the ideal way to spend a weekend and why do I feel guilty and depressed when I spend all weekend reading?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Because you're lonely

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I live with my family

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          No contradiction

  29. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I have more pleasure reading HG Wells The Island of Doctor Moreau than Moby Dick

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      that's because hg wells was british, whereas melville was american

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Why does that matter?

  30. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    periodically, a new virus will start infecting people in the east, usually in Africa, because the climate is conducive to their development and the prevalence of bushmeat consumption ensures that any virus that potentially could start spreading amongst humans inevitably will. but it seems that these viruses are are never easily transmitted like the coof is. AIDS had a 100% mortality rate for years (and still does if left untreated) but it's very hard to transmit and so the overall loss of life was relatively small. it never posed an existential threat to human civilization. same with ebola virus. but what's stopping a virus that's as deadly as AIDS and easily transmissible as the coof from coming out of the jungle at any random point in time? it would probably be the most devastating thing to ever happen to humanity. is there any reason to think this couldn't happen within our lifetimes?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      The screening programmes in Africa for MERS are exactly why you don't know about epidemics more lethal than the original SARS. The east does a shit load of work the west simply doesn't have any infrastructure to do to contain endemic diseases, and things like AIDS and COVID are badly handled by the west and therefore become pandemic.
      One of the large risks of COVID is it now has international reservoirs including in places in the west that have zero infrastructure to assess the problem, let alone act on it, and have trouble containing even bacterial infections.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Primitive tribes did not know autism, Ebola or AIDS until medical evangelists gave them vaccines.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        i agree that autism is largely vaccine-related but i don't see how vaccines would have caused ebola and HIV

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          the Times published an article in the '80s that a smallpox vaccine administered by WHO had caused AIDS in over 100 million Africans

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Being autistic I refuse to believe that

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Anons don't like the idea autists existed forever, they want to think it's a new thing

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Its over diagnosed. The modern thing called autism has lost meaning.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Because it’s become a slang word vs being medically diagnosed

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I think one of the problems is moving to encompass more on a spectrum without differentiations instead of investigating different types. There's also a lot of moronic "research", even when it's not vaccine myths, like the males don't understand empathy meme.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Its over diagnosed. The modern thing called autism has lost meaning.

            it isn't solely caused by vaccines but they're one of the biggest things driving up the rates. that's why autism is getting not only more common, but more severe on average. people's bodies are subjected to so many environmental toxins these days it's a wonder we don't all have it yet. but that'll be the case in a few generations. everyone will have autism, excluding a small minority of people who don't.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Or maybe it just happened to be diagnosed more as the definition expanded and vaccines also took off as both fields in medicine advanced. I don't even mean that in a trust science way. Correlation is not causation.
            >its more severe
            You evidently have never encountered autism under the old definition

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            the criteria for autism diagnoses haven't slackened at all though. i'm not referring to self-diagnosis, only legitimate medical diagnoses. the standard has stayed the same, yet more people are being diagnosed. why is that? it has to be environmental.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Well no. Its not the same.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            The standard hasn't stayed the same. There was a lobby to include all diagnoses, including the more tenuous and vague Asperger's, under an umbrella diagnosis, allowing a lot of people with less debilitating diagnoses to use the umbrella term. It's been a slow process of erosion which was finally codified. It means more people with fewer traits and less defined syndromes get more accomodation, and the people who had to meet a really high level of disability get their diagnosis watered down for them. It's basically a result of the people best placed to lobby to medical experts being from the groups who don't have as many deficits.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >the criteria for autism diagnoses haven't slackened at all though
            It really has though, anon. It's due to the psychopharmacological paradigm where a doctor will attach a label and medicate.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            My diagnosis was in 1990. Self diagnoses didnt exist back then.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Yes, but Archimedes was busy being a total autist in the 3rd C BC, so you're hardly the first.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      People have lived in Africa for thousands of years. Why now?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        any epidemic, regardless of its place of origin, is a greater threat now due to international flights. that's how AIDS got to Europe. the US and Haiti so rapidly, and was able to proliferate in those places for years before anyone even knew anything was happening. you can't keep these outbreaks local in the modern world.

        the Times published an article in the '80s that a smallpox vaccine administered by WHO had caused AIDS in over 100 million Africans

        ok but that article was wrong. lots of people didn't understand AIDS or its origins for a long time. at one point is the general consensus that AIDS was caused by a bad batch of poppers or marijuana, but that's not true either.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You don't think HIV is man-made?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            no, covid was, but HIV is an organic gmo-free virus

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >covid was, but HIV
            Why would you believe that
            All bacteria (that isn't man-made) is good for you. 99% of all bodily activity is produced by bacteria

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Is it really hard to grasp the fact that the sexual behavior of degenerates, which has been shunned by civilizations all over the world throughout the vast majority of human history, lead to a pandemic as soon as globalization rose to the level where they could engage in an orgy in Dresden on a Thursday and be sucking a line of wieners in San Francisco the following weekend?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            The same thing happened when Columbus came back with syphilis and left his crew off in Barcelona to get some tail

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Exactly. I was going to mention that as well. The exact cause of AIDS is unknown but the proliferation of the disease was due to the degenerate sexual behavior of homosexuals.

            A friend of mine has a parent who is a really successful doctor (she worked in medical research for the first part of her career before becoming a department head at one of the most famous hospitals in the world). She was doing her residency during the AIDS crisis and she flat out told me it was obvious that the disease was being spread because anal sex leads to tissue damage and bleeding.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >and she flat out told me it was obvious that the disease was being spread because anal sex leads to tissue damage and bleeding.
            It wasn't obvious at the time it appeared in the west. Half the reason why it wasn't obvious was it's not the sole method of transmission, and homosexuals were only one of the groups affected. Your friend might be remembering a later point when transmission has been worked out.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >It wasn't obvious at the time it appeared in the west.
            It was and it wasn't. It was for her based on what she encountered while working on the frontlines. She saw that the vast majority of cases were homosexuals and deduced that their sexual behavior involved tissue damage and a markedly increased likelihood of coming into contact with contaminated blood/semen.

  31. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Atlanta really is the worst city.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      spawned a great tv series tho

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It’s Philly if you just made everything about Philly a worse version of itself.

  32. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I miss guenongay and his schizo "retroactively BTFO'd by X" rants.

  33. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My nerves got the better of me. I changed my answers and received a score I wasn’t too pleased about. I’ve studied all day every day for this one, i’m furious and deeply upset.

    I have a great relationship with my professors, they kindly acknowledge this habit since i’ve voiced it, and they are willing to help me through it since they know how hard I work and know that I get the information they are teaching me. I didn’t fail nor am I out of the program but this bump in the road really destroyed my self worth and self esteem. I guess I was going to have one bad test someday, and I got mine.

    I need advice on how to stop changing my answers on tests, it’s certainly a confidence issue and I want to succeed desperately. I put in the work and study all day, it’s just me. Any advice that’s helped other anons? I want to correct this for next time.

  34. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Human diarrhea

    Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=File:Human_diarrhea.jpg

  35. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    All Abrahamic cucks deserve to be shot in the head or have all their property and rights stripped away

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      That’s ironic, because they’re going to be the only group standing while every country, people, and culture will perish like dust as times moves forward.

      If anything, they are too resilient.

  36. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What do you think determines what kind of facial features you like in women (if ur male and straight)?
    Childhood experiences? Hormones? Some other bullshit?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      its either mother features or completely opposite.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      The girls I like most look somewhat like an anime character I had a crush on when I was 12.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      nature. you'd naturally look for a healthy partner for the perpetuation of the species. how healthy someone is shows itself in the face.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yes but there is still a difference in taste.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          yeah it kind of depends how healthy you are.
          actually people always like people who look somewhat like them. couples often look like brother and sister

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >actually people always like people who look somewhat like them. couples often look like brother and sister
            That's because the girl is on the pill

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I’m more interested in what influences fetishes

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Genetics

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Dracula for ants
        I think they'd really like it as a species. Hollywood should tap into the formicary market.

  37. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The people in my field are such moronic dick heads. They’ve seriously got to be the most insufferable group of professionals on the planet, total wastes of oxygen.

  38. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Post surgical debridement and skin grafting

    Source: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Post_surgical_debridement_and_skin_grafting..jpg

  39. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I missed the application deadline…

  40. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    my government is bringing in assisted suicide
    part of the recommendations are they should time limit it because of how many people would choose to die if the options were hospital care by the government or death
    they think the people choosing death in that scenario are disrespectful to government healthcare and should be forced to live in those conditions to make the hospital feel better
    it's kind of crazy, especially because most of the hospice care people would choose to get was charity run til this started coming through, and now the government is taking over several large facilities.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I think it is outrageous that the state has decided to become the arbiter of suicide. Suicide is bad. The state should never encourage it. However, suicide should still be an option. It should be decided between a man and himself, and a man and God, The Americans have solved this. have a nice day in the head. No state intervention needed.

  41. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I PUT THE NEW FORGIS ON THE JEEP

  42. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What do you guys think of writing about self-harm? It feels good to write it, but sharing it with others seems like it could encourage them. How do you feel about sharing depressing stories in general? Does it have a bad impact on people?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I think it’s ethical question and the proper ethics would dictate that it can be written about should not be encouraged, idealized, or romanticized.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Am I romanticizing it if I simply describe it in detail without any judgement? It might not be clear to the reader what my intention was

  43. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Dating apps are grim. Maybe dying alone as a virgin isn't so bad. I don't think I've gone for a single person.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      they're at the very least fine for getting laid.
      what problems do you have with them?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        just not for me.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >they're at the very least fine for getting laid
        That's the problem I had with them. I've been serially monogamous for most of my dating life with brief periods in between relationships where I'd hook up with female acquaintances (e.g. girls I'd befriended in class, friends of friends I'd meet during social outings, etc). The advent of Tinder lead to a buffet where I was talking to dozens of girls at the same time and hooking up with a different one every weekend (never having met them in person, only talking to them online or texting for a week or 2). I eventually noticed how emotionally unhealthy I'd become due to the influence of using the apps--I neglected the construction of actual relationships while diminishing the social dynamics involved in forming actual bonds with others. I deleted the app and never looked back.

        Sure, there are probably some people (I'd argue a very small minority) that can get away with having casual sex with multiple partners as the default setting for how they live their life. However, such a lifestyle take a psychological toll on the vast majority of people, especially women, and is incredibly disruptive when it comes to social bonds overall.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Ok but this dudes a virgin

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Incels are mostly resentful losers but that doesn't mean some (some) of their takes on modern dating are incorrect. It's just gross when they blame women for not wanting to frick losers.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            they have to take one for the team

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Not all virgins are incels even if it's not by choice

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Also the converse is true. I'm not a virgin but I am an incel

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Not all virgins are incels even if it's not by choice
            By definition a virgin is an incel if it's not by choice.

  44. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How can I just lose the will to live and drop dead

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      why not actively work towards getting a will to become happy instead of trying to stop wanting to live ! You are wired to survive.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I'm just not interested. I'm beyond happy or sad

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I don't know. I remember peering over a bridge, staring at the interstate below with my mind on suicide alone. My feelings were fear, profound despair, and loneliness. It was lateー around 2 AM at the timeー and not many were on the road. I had time to simply stare into the road, where my body would be crushed below. I kept trying to convince myself to jump, but I was so afraid. Of what? That I would survive, of course, but that was not even half of it. There were so many fears as well, of loneliness, of the finality of death. As I went back, I regretted not dying. I wish I had jumped now, and I'll be back to the bridge in a week. I'm not sure if I will jump, but I know that I have nothing left to live for.

      Why do I say this? Because I have nothing at all left to live for, except fear. I live solely because of fearー I am not really living at all. Is that your only reason to live? Because I bet it's not. I am sure your life is incredibly hard, I know it. I know you must struggle with so much, but I am also sure that you have potential, and it is possible to find love and happiness. If you don't try, you will end up like meー not dead, but not living either. Call someone, anon. Call 911 if you have to. Do whatever it takes and get help.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Huh? I don't want help. I don't want to live there is no reality where I want to live. If I got "help" thatd be more akin to lobotomy that person is just not me anymore.

        The only reason I don't become more active for this is due to fear of hell.

        I simply don't not care for this world or any of the possible outcomes my life could have on it good or bad.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Why?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Its just not for me. The whole living thing. Plainly it's boring. I've tried many many things. My life is not objectively bad at the moment. I do not feel any reward. I simply don't care. There is no ultimately redeeming attribute that makes it worth it to ME. The good things aren't that great. The bad things are devastating.
            And I don't have any goals i want to accomplish. I don't care to.
            I don't say this as a big denouement or some philosophical idea. Life is clearly worth living for many people. But its not to me.
            If I were to kill myself I would leave no note no explanation. I do not care to get my affairs in order the government can have my assets. No goodbyes to my family and plainly I do not care if they are upset. I have not enjoyed my friendships and have no emotion for family.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            If you're truthful, then there is nothing I can say. But if what you write is a cope for suffering, then you will be swamped with regrets the longer you go on like this.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Thats alright I already have more regrets than years alive.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            As great as they seem now, they will be dwarfed in comparison to the regret knowing that you still had a chance to turn it all around, yet did not.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            There's no direction to turn it around in.

  45. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Mongoloids
    Those Mongoloids, they're like the Forsworn of the east. Sneaky, conniving, and never to be trusted. Heard they're all about their weird rituals and strange ways of life. Best to keep our distance from them, lest we end up like the Reachmen.
    >Caucasoids
    The Caucasoids, they think they're so superior with their fancy armor and shiny weapons. But they're weaklings, not fit for real combat like us Nords. Always prancing around, acting like they own the place. Bah, they should stick to their cities and leave the wilderness to us.
    >Blacks
    Don't get me started on those Blacks. Lazy and useless, that's what they are. Always looking for handouts and complaining about their lot in life. Can't trust them to do an honest day's work. Skyrim would be better off without their kind polluting our lands.

  46. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Spirit which is given unto us.

  47. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Recently I've been encountering this one cute girl a lot, in the places that I frequent. I've been extremely hesitant so far, but I think that I'll do it. I'll muster up my courage and download the gacha she's from.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >I'll muster up my courage and download the gacha she's from.
      Needed to get an android emulator for that first, and I picked the one that's most well recommended, "memuplay". The result? A desktop overflowing with various suspicious stuff that I never consented to installing. Got what I deserved, I guess. Hope the uninstall button actually uninstalls all this garbage instead of leaving over some data.

  48. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I ain't here to disappoint you.

    When I talk in danger to you,
    I imagine us not talking,
    And everything starts moving like that,
    And then I know I could make it
    I could make it in stereo, stereovision
    And all I can hear is low self mate audio, in audio
    Trying to fit in radio, stereo, stereovision
    And all I can hear
    The radio keeps silent
    Silently walking
    I never saw it moving like that
    The clock was stuck
    But it was about fires in spite of us
    Could it be silent? Could silence protect us?
    Could silence be silence? Could silence protect us?
    Trying to protect you even more, give you better features
    My native force, to be the true, to be the true creator
    That's why I just stay naked and eat you but
    The radio keep silent
    Can you explain what will make me safe, me safe?

    I ain't here to disappoint you, girl.
    I ain't here to disappoint you.
    I ain't here to disappoint you, girl.
    You, you.

  49. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    fricking daylight savings time

  50. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Oh god Jesus Christ the shortlist is out in 2 weeks. Oh god oh god oh great god I'm going to puke. If I make the shortlist, i get signed by an agent (whatever that means) and can possibly make writing my main life's work and also have bragging rights against the c**ts who hated on me in the past. If I lose, I'm gay nd have to suck my own balls. The anxiety is genuinely making me nauseous. I feel like I'm developing a fresh ulcer every time I think of the results coming out.GOD FUXKING HELP ME

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >and also have bragging rights against the c**ts who hated on me in the past.
      No one who hated on you will care or be jealous that you are now a poor published writer that a few people have read. No one disliked you because you weren't a published writer, it's because you're an butthole and are dependent on external validation.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        No offense anon but you have no idea what you're taking about and are possibly projecting. Haters are a real thing irl. Anyway just let me vent my inner thoughts somewhere please

  51. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm reading a book.

  52. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I pulled a knife on a guy who said life sucked, and his reaction was hilarious. If life sucked, then why are you so scared?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Because it hurts, moron

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I could've shoved my pocket knife through his skull killing him instantly.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          No you couldn't. Did any of this even happen?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Yes we were with my grandfather waiting for the movie in the theater, and I overheard the guy saying something about how life sucked, I guess it was relevant to the movie playing, then I pulled out my pocket knife and opened the blade, pointed it at him, and he got upset about it, and my grandpa said to not do that.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Happy 14th Birthday, by the way.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Reminds me of back when I was in elementary and a friend asked me to lend him my scissors. I said sure, then suddenly thrust it towards his crotch. I stopped a few centimeters away, laughed and then gave the scissors to him normally, but after this he never talked to me again. Go back a few years to 1st or 2nd year of elementary and I tried to gouge a kids eyes out, once again with scissors.

  53. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why exactly is rape wrong?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Only religious people think it's wrong. Atheists agree there's no objective morality.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It's physical assault with long-term damage. Basically aggravated assault of a sexual nature.

  54. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Why should IQfy people not work as journalists?

  55. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Seafood salad is my favorite food ever of all time.

  56. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm watching this girl who livestreams her entire day of high school every day. Lots of interesting interactions.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      High-school and college really are the last time in life where things actually happen

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Because magic school is the same as regular school, but magic life isn't the same. We'd have to be like an explorer or scientist.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I wish I could have taken advantage of it. Instead people told me to play it safe and think about my future. I should have just been insane and impulsive even if it "ruined" my future
          I don't think my life was worth the sacrifices and effort. Having fun is more important than being safe.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How is that even allowed?

  57. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Fiddling with my new tape measure and my fingers smell like pussy. God I fricking love tape measuring things.

  58. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My girlfriend loves watching GrndpaGaming.

  59. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I have this Sci-fi idea. About an AI that is worshipped as a god because it can "revive" the dead.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Like Logan's Run?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Had to look that up, but no. That is completely different to what I'm talking about.

  60. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've had countless people praise me as a writer. I even have someone whose taste I admire greatly who once told me that if he didn't know me as a friend and he read my writing he'd be making a note of me as an up-and-coming writer to keep tabs on.

    Yet I keep struggling to get published. I've got maybe three or four short stories published along with about a dozen poems. Never won any contests, either. I've struggled to get various novels and short story collections published in some form over the years; I've never managed to do it, I don't even have an agent.

    It definitely gets frustrating after a while, being told you're talented by everyone except the people who can actually make your career.

  61. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    God fricking DAMN this alcohol tastes like paint. Absolutely horrid fricking taste, with each sip I tremble in agony and breathe heavily. This is still fine, but what really pisses me off is that I'm drinking with a friend and he's sipping on his cutesy little highclass sugary rum while I'm stuck with this fricking poison.

  62. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The sirens of terror blast loud in my ears daily. every day some new misery is unfolding itself

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I'll pull a knife on you for saying that

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Show me what cruelties you are capable of inflicting, I've been waiting my whole life to see

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          None. I'm not a cruel person.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Just you try it, I'll pull out my dick the moment you do.

  63. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I remember spending time with my ex and telling her I didn't feel human and couldn't form real bonds with people. She would always say "you're saying some weird shit again, everyone loves you". Some days I'd complain about not being able to speak properly (I spoke in a very fast and unarticulate way unless I slew down on intent) and she'd say "you have problems only you can see". Then she would talk about her problems and I would listen. She wasn't wrong in the fact that people did like me at that time. I don't even know why, to be honest, I was a pretty disgusting human being who only loved and valued her but I still had friends. That was at one of my pinnacles though. I then went through depression, was held back a grade in college and there she saw the loser I was becoming and she dumped my ass. I ended up nearly all alone because 70% of my friends were hers and the others were either sick of my antics or unavailable, later ironically proving myself right.

    My heart was in a billion pieces, I had no future, almost dropped out, had no job, no friends. I told my mother I would have killed myself if I didn't believe in hell and she laughed. My father was on his deathbed. I had to pick up every damn piece and hurt my hand in the process to rebuild some semblance of persona, and I had to follow college at the same time. It took me two years. I could write extensively on the process but it would bore many here. What's essential about all of this is that I was never alone on the way up. In some form or another, people would gather around me. Even if I did nothing they would come to me and ask if I wanted to eat with them or something. I'm not good-looking. I'm closer in appearance to a pajeet than a normal white bloke, but for some reason hands would come, ready to be grasped. I was so sad at first I ended up loving being sad and refused many of these hands. But they were here. And they came again. And the more I rebuilt myself, the more a voice in the back of my head would whisper "Well shit, you sure don't want to talk to that guy. And you're exhausted. But if you refuse again, will something change?", and the less I could ignore it.

    no pics here, because I barely took selfies during that period of time.

    1/3

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What I've learned in my lowest of lows is that even in the worst fricking situation, you can still find good people. I hesitated a lot, then took some of these hands. I didn't tell anyone what I was going through and most never asked. I'm not saying finding people resolved all my problems. I still had a lot of fricking trouble with everything and fumbled even more now that I had interactions with real people again. And the hardest parts I had to do alone. But people can shape you if you let them. They can push you in certain directions, some of them good, some pretty fricking weird. And I found I could shape them too, even if I didn't feel comfortable with it, by accepting and acknowledging others and their strengths. I can't say I'm a socialite, but I knew how to make someone smile in a short conversation. And I knew when someone was making an effort or going through struggles. Most importantly, I gave them the time I thought I didn't have.

      Thinking back, I've let a lot of people down in that period before reaching that state. I've taken a lot of attention before deciding I would give a little back. Anyways. It helped a bit. Having a bit of interaction once a week prevented me from returning to the quasi-vegetative state I was in, but in the end, this was a psychological feels-good cope. The other hard part was pushing through college and the bunch of shit that slowly piled up on me when I wasn't looking. College was hard. I would spend weeks in quasi-closed-doors sometimes. Most of it was spent mustering the effort to do work on stuff since I was a weak-willed piece of shit. Slav guy next door who ordered too much pizza and wanted to share couldn't help me with that. I'm a bit ashamed to write that in my lowest of lows, I made up a creature that would accompany me for years. Someone I could trust like a sibling, who couldn't be associated with anyone existing. Someone I wouldn't be afraid to be around. And she would push me to work on stuff and be around when I wasn't feeling great. She would stick around, observe and believe that I could do better. And in turn, that would shape me. And yes, you got it, that was a fricking imaginary friend. Big soup I know, it is indeed "22-years old coomer doomer makes up imaginary anime friend" flavoured. I did say it was my lowest of lows. It did help though. I didn't want to talk about it, but yeah, I envisioned an anime character telling me to get up, wash the dishes and work. And because she believed I was a decent enough human being to do it, I would do it. Yes it was cringe but I have a master's degree in engineering now.

      2/3

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      https://i.imgur.com/HarUWsp.jpg

      What I've learned in my lowest of lows is that even in the worst fricking situation, you can still find good people. I hesitated a lot, then took some of these hands. I didn't tell anyone what I was going through and most never asked. I'm not saying finding people resolved all my problems. I still had a lot of fricking trouble with everything and fumbled even more now that I had interactions with real people again. And the hardest parts I had to do alone. But people can shape you if you let them. They can push you in certain directions, some of them good, some pretty fricking weird. And I found I could shape them too, even if I didn't feel comfortable with it, by accepting and acknowledging others and their strengths. I can't say I'm a socialite, but I knew how to make someone smile in a short conversation. And I knew when someone was making an effort or going through struggles. Most importantly, I gave them the time I thought I didn't have.

      Thinking back, I've let a lot of people down in that period before reaching that state. I've taken a lot of attention before deciding I would give a little back. Anyways. It helped a bit. Having a bit of interaction once a week prevented me from returning to the quasi-vegetative state I was in, but in the end, this was a psychological feels-good cope. The other hard part was pushing through college and the bunch of shit that slowly piled up on me when I wasn't looking. College was hard. I would spend weeks in quasi-closed-doors sometimes. Most of it was spent mustering the effort to do work on stuff since I was a weak-willed piece of shit. Slav guy next door who ordered too much pizza and wanted to share couldn't help me with that. I'm a bit ashamed to write that in my lowest of lows, I made up a creature that would accompany me for years. Someone I could trust like a sibling, who couldn't be associated with anyone existing. Someone I wouldn't be afraid to be around. And she would push me to work on stuff and be around when I wasn't feeling great. She would stick around, observe and believe that I could do better. And in turn, that would shape me. And yes, you got it, that was a fricking imaginary friend. Big soup I know, it is indeed "22-years old coomer doomer makes up imaginary anime friend" flavoured. I did say it was my lowest of lows. It did help though. I didn't want to talk about it, but yeah, I envisioned an anime character telling me to get up, wash the dishes and work. And because she believed I was a decent enough human being to do it, I would do it. Yes it was cringe but I have a master's degree in engineering now.

      2/3

      Healing took some time. I think I've changed quite a lot in the past few years and it feels fast now, but I know progress felt like trudging through mud at the time. Sometimes things would unlock spontaneously, like my inability to truly bond with people. I discovered I didn't need to feel any sort of connection with people to enjoy their presence, and I think that's good enough. Maybe that's not how everyone sees the world but I could take that and move on. I had spent all of my life thinking that if I didn't immediately hit it with someone or wanted to approach somebody, that meant we were never meant to talk. That was a load of bullshit, that was the innie main character talking. I was still a child in a pea-sized adult brain. I didn't need Destiny to ask someone's name. And I'm pretty damn sure a lot of people out there force themselves to talk to people first. I once asked some popular guy I knew about that and he said to me "I'm shy too, brother. I nearly crap my pants and force myself to talk to new people on purpose. Because I don't want to be shy, you know," Well, I knew, but didn't KNOW. You know? I was socially moronic for years. That's the kind of thing you have to live through to understand.

      With kind and funny people to be around, I felt alright. And it took me years to feel alright for real. To sit down and think "Wow, I had some real sleep yesterday, I'm going to a mask-themed party with friends... I have good grades... I didn't fumble like an autist when someone complimented my suit. When was the last time I thought about killing myself?" It was a long stretch to get there. With an okay state of mind, and a few exercises maybe involving a pen in between teeth, I had also fixed my elocution.

      I really don't know what else to say now. I've been writing what I think, but I don't know how to end this. I just wanted to write this testimony for some that I've talked with here in the past. The ones who want to kill themselves and think they are losers. I've stopped posting for a while on IQfy ever since things started going nicely. It's a long process. It's especially hard in the beginning because feeling like a piece of shit can be addictive in itself. And women can't change you like honest friends can. Maybe going to the gym can, like they say in all of those self-dev books, but I ain't a gymbro (not fat either) so I don't know. All I know is that I didn't listen to anyone giving me advice unless it was offered along with a slice of pizza or cake. So maybe don't take any advice of mine at face value either. Just know that you aren't alone in your struggle.

      3/3

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I have no doubt I could turn things around if I had some kind of social grace or outward likeability. But people are inherently repulsed by me. It is impossible to practice being normal. There is no fixing anything. Glad you were able to come out on top though. Thanks for writing it all out.

  64. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Please don’t hate me forever.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I'll consider it.

  65. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    People with my mindset were ghettoized in an East Timor knitting forum for the better of two decades, I can't even have that anymore. Also quit my job. I will die in prison for what I have done.

  66. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I have come to the realization that I loathe my mother.
    Not consciously, mind you. But I heavily dislike her even trying to involve herself in my affairs. I immediately assume if she gets involved things are going to be ruined.
    I also have this tic where I adopt her verbal mannerisms despectively whenever I am annoyed at something.
    I don't like it, but I apparenmtly do feel negatively about my mother.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      In fact, I dislike having to depend on people in general.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I wonder why that is, honestly.
      Personally, I think my parents, bless their hearts, as good as they were, just weren't prepared to have a shitty high-mutational load menopause baby.
      According to my parents, I never wanted to do anything as a kid. I still don't want to do anything today.

  67. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Spaceman with Adam Sandler was surprisingly good. It gave me a bit of optimism that the masses aren't completely moronic. I ended up on IQfy full of naive optimism trying to convince some guy that dialogue and sincerity is a good thing. Turns out he's a janny and he banned me for 2 days.

  68. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I will leave this place. I will no longer speak this language. I will rend my clothing from my skin and on bare feet will I walk. Away from the warmth of the hearth and into the cold depth of the earth will I go. Not walking, nor kneeling, nor crawling, on belly and chin do I enter; naked and blind do I scrabble against stone and root. No man am I, but now bear, now wood-mouse, now earth-worm. Now in the belly of the earth, now a ghost, now a fork of lightning, a demon, a star, a god, a grinning skull. Now formless deeps, now endless grey foam on night-black waves, now some far foreign silver shore, now on this dim sea's great breast come I to lay.

  69. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Should I take my girlfriend to see Megamind vs. the Doom Syndicate?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Idk, I hear it can drive woman into a state of insatiable sexual overdrive.

  70. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What the frick is up with this sun, seriously? Why does this dipshit always rise up and blast my pupils with its shit coloured rays? Sick and tired of having to deal with it. The fact that it has recently started rising up more and more early each day is also honestly quite disgusting.

  71. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    she chose a puppy dog teenage moron who has explicitly demonstrated in class discussions that he doesn't know what the word novel means and whose favorite movie is cars fricking 2 (the worst movie in the whole shit ass trilogy but that's not the point) over me. I'm done with this shit, it's time to adopt a new pose entirely

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      prostitutes aren't worth it, anon. Women are puzzles not worth solving.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I can't help that I fall for certain women so hard. If I could live without them I would, but that's not a possibility

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Is cars 2 the one with life is a highway? If so then he is right.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        no that's the first one, which is one of Pixar's finest. But 2 is actual garbage. Anyone who prefers that over cars 1 deserves to be waterboarded daily

  72. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I got contacted back from the assisted death program, but before then I decided to read up on the prior experiences of people that tried it. Unfortunately, I'm extremely unlikely to be accepted because I'm 25 years old. A lot of people got turned down and lost 1.5k from their deposits, and I just can't do that and have family get suspicious.

  73. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    People who attempt suicide should receive capital punishment. Even if they regret their attempt.

  74. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I just alternate between overworking and getting extremely drunk. No in betweens.

  75. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    i’m starting to think my poetry might be on the same level as mcgonagall

  76. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    they look like one piece characters. I love it

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      This is why Africa is the best country. They're all living in Elfland.

  77. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For the first time ever, I have prayed to a higher power.
    Not very proud of it.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You should also say grace (thank God).

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I'm not even baptized.
        I don't know how to say grace.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You just thank God.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Why?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            for killing that 5 year old at St. Jude's hospital today and not you

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Should've been me.

            https://i.imgur.com/3kDTxl4.jpg

            It's one of the most intelligent things you can do. Good for the Geist.

            What's a geist?
            Chesterton was fat and ugly.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Check the Oxford English Dictionary Volume XI Ge-Ha. It's a good thing he was fat and ugly, so we know he's exemplified for his merit rather than vanity. You should wish you were obese.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >It's a good thing he was fat and ugly, so we know he's exemplified for his merit rather than vanity.
            The Slave's merit, perhaps. Or some other bizarre parody of merit for some other social class.
            Nothing meritorious about a slovenly appearance.
            > You should wish you were obese.
            What a vile thing to say.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Your loss.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Not a loss. In my opinion. A loss might have been the moment of weakness it took for me to pray.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Thank you for opening up to me.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            You are welcome.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            It's one of the most intelligent things you can do. Good for the Geist.

  78. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    August 18, 1873. (Scheveningen).—Yesterday, Sunday, the landscape was clear and distinct, the air bracing, the sea bright and gleaming, and of an ashy-blue color. There were beautiful effects of beach, sea, and distance; and dazzling tracks of gold upon the waves, after the sun had sunk below the bands of vapor drawn across the middle sky, and before it had disappeared in the mists of the sea horizon. The place was very full. All Scheveningen and the Hague, the village and the capital, had streamed out on to the terrace, amusing themselves at innumerable tables, and swamping the strangers and the bathers. The orchestra played some Wagner, some Auber, and some waltzes. What was all the world doing? Simply enjoying life.

    A thousand thoughts wandered through my brain. I thought how much history it had taken to make what I saw possible; Judaea, Egypt, Greece, Germany, Gaul; all the centuries from Moses to Napoleon, and all the zones from Batavia to Guiana, had united in the formation of this gathering. The industry, the science, the art, the geography, the commerce, the religion of the whole human race, are repeated in every human combination; and what we see before our own eyes at any given moment is inexplicable without reference to all that has ever been. This interlacing of the ten thousand threads which necessity weaves into the production of one single phenomenon is a stupefying thought. One feels one’s self in the presence of law itself—allowed a glimpse of the mysterious workshop of nature. The ephemeral perceives the eternal.

  79. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I’m so sorry.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I forgive you.

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *