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  1. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I want total collapse, billions must die. I can't be entertained otherwise. I live in a remote European country and won't be affected, most of our communities can operate autonomously here even with no grid. Many other countries I have never been to must collapse under the weight of immigration, bloodsucking bankers and moronic shitlib politicians, and their populations must be extinct. Only this way my need for entertainment will be fulfilled.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      if that happens you will inevitably have to leave your moms basement and go outside

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        But I already live in my own home tho? And we don't really have basements here.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      what is this horoscope shit

      if that happens you will inevitably have to leave your moms basement and go outside

      But I already live in my own home tho? And we don't really have basements here.

      checked

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Must be nice. It’s why we flood you with immigrants, europoor.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I want to know why wild hybrids of Gandpa Ott morning glories flower so much more freely than the pure heirloom form. That's difficult. What's easy to understand is moronic posts.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I always wanted to own a harem of multiple sex slaves. a collapse will make this easy to realize. so I'm an accelerationist because I want to coom

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        They'll kill themselves or each other privately. Many wives seems fine but women want 1on1 resources, not some community wiener. Be discerning.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Women always win in the end. Every woman is 1 vegana and 99 problems. That's the iron ratio of pussy. You may think you can dominate women but they will always dominate you with their issues and nonsense. You WILL be listening to your harem hags cry about their fricking drama on your meth couch. You WILL sit at a wobbly wooden kitchen table one Saturday morning adjudicating a meaningless dispute between your gabbling prattling prostitute wives and, as if a thunderbolt had struck you and woken you from a twenty years dream, suddenly see these ugly b***hes you got tired of fricking 19 years ago for the first time, and feel compelled to ask "Where have I been all this time?"

          You have been warned. Pussy is only good at a distance, and the first half a dozen times you get access to it. After that, it's basically a shitty roommate combined with your mom you don't get along with. They trick you by making you think you can tolerate the bullshit and focus on the pussy when in reality nobody wants to frick their mom or their roommate. It de-sexes them and all that's left is the slavery contract you signed to provide for them and tolerate their idiocy, even if the contract technically acknowledges you as in charge.

          what part of sex slave did you not understand
          I intend this to be a business. Catch some 19-20 year olds, then sell them off to betabuxxers when they turn 28

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            It would be a nightmare like an endless stream of AI women in your home and all the kids they leave behinds crying 24/7 asking where mom is. And you would deserve it.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >It would be a nightmare
            for them (I hope)
            >like an endless stream of AI women in your home
            holy fricking based. maybe I should add some sexbots in the mix too. to patrol the thots, for good measure
            >and all the kids they leave behinds crying 24/7 asking where mom is. And you would deserve it.
            just have other women raise them, then raise them to be just like me.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Someone who thinks he can make money buying a bunch of new cars and reselling them used for a profit in ten years?

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >Many wives seems fine but women want 1on1 resources, not some community wiener
          This is just not historically accurate. Deviation from this model is relatively modern.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Women always win in the end. Every woman is 1 vegana and 99 problems. That's the iron ratio of pussy. You may think you can dominate women but they will always dominate you with their issues and nonsense. You WILL be listening to your harem hags cry about their fricking drama on your meth couch. You WILL sit at a wobbly wooden kitchen table one Saturday morning adjudicating a meaningless dispute between your gabbling prattling prostitute wives and, as if a thunderbolt had struck you and woken you from a twenty years dream, suddenly see these ugly b***hes you got tired of fricking 19 years ago for the first time, and feel compelled to ask "Where have I been all this time?"

        You have been warned. Pussy is only good at a distance, and the first half a dozen times you get access to it. After that, it's basically a shitty roommate combined with your mom you don't get along with. They trick you by making you think you can tolerate the bullshit and focus on the pussy when in reality nobody wants to frick their mom or their roommate. It de-sexes them and all that's left is the slavery contract you signed to provide for them and tolerate their idiocy, even if the contract technically acknowledges you as in charge.

  2. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    im diagnosed bpd. hope that anon gets the help he needs

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      what is this horoscope shit

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      i'm

      [...]

      diagnosed bipolar, accused of various others. ultimately all of these labels and categories are vague signposts for practitioners at best as how to proceed with today's basket case. only the dead can know peace from this ride.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Post link to test

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        google borderline spectrum test, s'what i did.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Damn...

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Damn...

      Uh oh

  3. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    hideous transgender

  4. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Thinking of what to say to a woman who I strongly suspect is avoiding my conversations

  5. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    >Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the Eart-*ACK*

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      how can white women even compete with asians and latinas?
      it's so over

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      how can white women even compete with asians and latinas?
      it's so over

      They look like little girls

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        that's an illusion because white women look so old now. they literally hit the wall at 20

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        They look like humanoid wienerroaches in drag

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      the blonde white girl mogs the soulless bugpeople

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        False. The only thing she mogs them at is bodycount, since she has had at least 200 wieners inside her.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          That's only because normal humans don't want to have sex with insects

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Agreed, which is why nobody touches white women past 30. They turn into wienerroaches.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >it's the incel chang again

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I'm literally Colombian though.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            latinx with yellow fever is somehow worse

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Asians are generally mid, Latinas and Med women mog all. White women are just at the bottom of the hierarchy and it's generally their own fault.
            >inb4 israelites ruined meee
            No, you ruined yourself.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            You have mental issues

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            You have beauty and fertility issues.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Post nose

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >Latinas and Med women mog all
            based
            but white women aren't THAT bad. dutch ones are ok

            Must be nice. It’s why we flood you with immigrants, europoor.

            I support the flooding of Europe and America with immigrants. Thankfully my country has like 5% immigrants from the Balkans since we send all other ones to Germoney 😀

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I’m gonna flood yer bum with muh semen

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            It's latin/x/o/a/e/s you fricking bigot

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Agreed, which is why nobody touches white women past 30. They turn into wienerroaches.

            >uh oh do I despise women OR asian BLACKED posters???
            >mfw

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            have you not seen a beautiful woman past 40? do you fall out of love beyond a certain age? hard mode: Dont think of it like porn

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I'd frick a granny, doesn't mean she's hotter than she was at 18. Ask any guy what he'd rather have: a wife who stays looking 18-21 until she's 50, or a billion dollars. The only reason anyone would take the billion is to buy more 18-21yos.

            This is why it's important to teach women that their physical beauty is only one part of who they are, and a nice one, but one that also fades. Women are currently in the position of men who are natural bodybuilders whose bodies naturally produce steroids so that everybody looks like a young Arnold Schwarzenegger by age 20, but then the body shuts down the steroid production and they look like an old Arnold Schwarzenegger by age 25, and yet their youthful prime came so easily to these men that they are obsessed with deluding themselves that they're still young Arnie forever. The first thing you'd tell those guys is: don't get hung up on this, it's temporary, enjoy it while it lasts but prepare to be an ordinary human being soon. Instead we tell women to cling pathetically to being hot forever.

            Mothers and matrons should not be hot, they should be elegant and beautiful in a primarily nonsexual way. Sex should be a small part of life as it was in most cultures.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            You're fricking insane. All I do is think of the love of my life and how her body changes and how I get to be witness to it.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            post physique with timestamp

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            What does MY body have to do with it?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Solid 0/10

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Blond easily mogs, but then again they are crickets so it's to be expected.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Do NOT read the sign at the end

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Wtf is that all about???

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        There's no way that's real

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      she literally has amblyopia lmao.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        I love it

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Be sure to wear a condom.

  6. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Last night, while indulging in quite unnecessarily prolonged REM sleep I had a very good/weird dream, which resolved into this scenario: A guy who is a young man in 1978 is lured into a time/space machine, whereby he meets his great grandmother, with whom he has an obviously sibling way of relating to. Before long they're jumping about in it like tourists, and quickly realize there's something about it all that makes no sense in terms of sequence, never mind invention. Neither of them believe that any such thing could possibly be the product of human invention and industry, and set about discovering the closest possible thing to that, and who could have stolen it and why. In the 20s they meet up with a certain half-crazy society broad who knows a captain of industry who, around 1900, employed someone to make the first radio receiver capable of receiving anything from interstellar distances. It turns out that any such capability only precisely locates it to the inimical hostility of said aliens, and they flee into their machine as the whole site melts down, while it forms a chase vehicle out of the vaporized material. They escape from it to 1978, and only then hatch their plans about how that happened.

  7. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Even the weird, gassy hippie chick from Oregon owns a Nintendo Switch.

  8. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    That test was a trip. My mom is diagnosed borderline. I saw her in a lot of those questions, but then some of the questions really surprised me too. I couldnt imagine living like that

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      They need to find a cure for borderline personality disorder

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Unironically death. Class B personality traits need to be genocided

  9. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    guys,give me examples of a philosopher who uses fuzzy logic.

  10. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I want to have a sweet girl all to myself.

  11. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    If I hear one more thing about Banned Book Week I'm going to lose my fricking mind. I wish it was a real discussion of banned books.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      As soon as I heard it come from the mouth of one of my w*man coworkers I knew it was going to be some shit like "Anti-Racist Gay Baby would have been banned by Hitler, fight the power by reading it!"

      Everything is such a farce.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        It's the worst progressive liberal circle jerk.

        "OMG look at me, I read a book that a few school districts banned. Aren't I virtuous?"

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          I saw that crap all over my university. They're freely and openly, with institutional, major financial, and cultural backing distributing these books without any opposition. And they call them "banned" because a few schools removed the outright pornographic content from kindergarten libraries. Wheras if someone tried to hand out copies of Mein Kampf, these same libshits would be openly calling for his death.
          Theres this weird underdog complex neoliberalism has. They have to be the victim, they have to be david vs goliath, they have to be the rebels, and resent the image of authority or victory or power. So much that they perpetuate this unending myth that even when they control every system thar they still somehow are fighting the power.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Meanwhile, they tried to ban this book.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            all anti-troony and generally anti-leftard books should be banned
            all school libraries and courses should be flooded with neomarxist troonyfreak propaganda
            all american english-speaking children should be turned into infertile freaks
            DEATH TO AMERICA

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Take it easy Mr. Steinberg.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I dislike yids too, and without shartmericans (and most euros) gone, israel goes too since it leeches off the w*St

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            The israelites ran Weimar. The israelites founded the USSR. The israelites run the film industry in India. The israelites run the financial district in London. The israelites are hardly an American phenomenon.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            congrats on proving my point that israelites survive by parasitizing whites. exterminate whites and you exterminate israelites

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Firstly, you missed India. Secondly, that is a short list. They also helped found the CCP with Mao, for starters.
            https://israelijournal.com/news/worldwide/179731/

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >The israelites founded the USSR
            It was Latvians thoughever

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Does the “shartmerican” live in your head rent free, Pablo?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >Sisyphus reborn, Pablo carries the immemorial, boundless burden of imagining me shitting in a market in his head
            One must imagine Pablo happy.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            you are correct.
            50% of all the worlds israelites live in America.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I agree but not because i hate america but because the creation of more freaks is part of God's plan to eradicate evil, disruptive male sexuality.
            Trannies may not know this themself but each new addition to their ranks further neuter masculinity
            This is ultimately a case of Providence making good out of evil--allowing trannies to spread to stymie the evil that is male sexuality

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            completely agreed. all men besides me and the ones I approve of should be emasculated and ideally executed.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Male sexuality isn't evil, it's just violent. Female sexuality is duplicitous which is also isn't evil, it's just the way it is. It's a lot more obvious when you look at the sexual dynamics of other mammals

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Female sexuality is very evil, don’t be mistaken. At least when men pursue women it’s in a very direct, non-translucent manner.

            It's the classic liberal free speech*.

            * anything I don't like is hate speech, -ist, -ic

            Censorship should only be in a thing in private domains

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            It's the classic liberal free speech*.

            * anything I don't like is hate speech, -ist, -ic

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            We call it neoliberalism but in reality it is revolutionary progressivism. Progress is precisely unchaining oppressed groups.

            The bourgeois elite that have used these groups as political fodder don’t feel themselves oppressed. They merely take up the flag of the oppressed for their political campaigns. They believe they’re fighting the power because the power is not the political regime but the cultural-historical status quo. That’s how it’s revolutionary. But contemporary progressives always walk a tight rope because they can risk revolution occurring under their watch. It’s only revolutionary as a consequence of momentum from the 18th century revolutions. These are the same people. In America, the Ivy League educated lawyer class was in power then and it’s still in power now. There are only a few key differences.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >They have to be the victim, they have to be david vs goliath, they have to be the rebels
            Every right wing dipshit who complains about being "silenced" is the same. You can buy Mein Kampf on Amazon man

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            They are not Goliath in the equation though. Shitlibs are.

  12. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Thinking about going to law school so I can get a better paying career. I’ll be a lot older than my peers, but I can’t stay stuck like this forever. It’s not what I wanted for myself, but maybe it’s the best I can do.

  13. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I am so jaded and disillusioned with higher education. Everything I was promised has been a lie.

  14. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm addicted to looking for inspiration, but I can never actually do anything with it. It takes me hours to open Photoshop or Word and then any motivation I feel just evaporates

  15. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    going full schizo randomly lately just flexing and clenching my teeth and yelling YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS in my head while at work's bathroom or at home or at friend's house
    what do

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >what do
      Take the leap and start saying it out loud.

  16. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I used to be able to speed read fairly well but that ability decided to just up and leave maybe 4 years ago and now I kinda hate reading.

  17. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Call my mom today

    >Hey mom
    >Hey Anon
    >What are you doing
    >I'm at the mall with my friend, we're shopping for an outfit, she has a date tonight
    >Oh nice... is she divorced?
    >Her husband died about a year ago
    >Oh that friend
    >Ya
    Realized this is her friend who's husband committed suicide. Apparently that was a year ago.
    >Talk some more, brief conversation, then hang up.

    The man left his wife to the world, and now she's going to go out tonight to get piped down by another man, at least I hope so. Because I don't blame her. What is she supposed to do, just be lonely for the rest of her life? At 45? Of course not.

    And now I'm picturing this man face down in the the mud, demons holding him down and raking his sides with vicious claws. And through his torment he hears a voice he recognizes. A woman. He raises his head to look up. Satan has descended a 100 ft jumbotron from the sky which is now broadcasting to the hellscape a picture of a woman and a man sitting on a bed. Laughing as they take each other's clothes off. The realization hits the man like a shot in the stomach. This is his wife. For minutes it stretches on. The giggling turns into soft moans, and the moans become louder as the headboard begins to bang. The woman lets out a loud
    >Oh frick yes
    as she cums.
    >She's certainly enjoying herself
    Satan remarks.
    The denizens of hell and Satan himself continue to laugh and joke at the man for the night.

    I don't even believe in hell, but that is what's on my mind tonight. She's not your wife anymore Johnny. You fricking pussy.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      The bible says she shouldn't remarry and devote herself to God

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      lol your hag mom hangs out with prostitutes

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        My hag prostitute mom hangs out with prostitutes* ftfy

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >anon writes out an NTR fetish for himself
      I think if you were in hell, you'd have bigger problems than your wife moving on. Women aren't everything m80

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        She probably drove him to it.
        >looks up at jumbotron
        >''Yep, more of the same - once a prostitute, always a prostitute. ''
        >Satan laughs in the corner
        >''Fricking broads.''

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      all in your imagination

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Lmao dude im dying
      Dude wrote cuck fiction about dead person

  18. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    America dezerffes to pe raped py Black folk.
    Americans dezerffe to pe humiliaded, zey dezerffe to haffe zeir zons pecome kay und zeir daughders vores, zey dezerffe to vatch zem get fricked py Black folk und cobe for YEARS, lying to zemzelffes telling zemzelffes zat it's all koing to pe OK.
    Zey dezerffe to drop out of school, guit zeir chob, zell Hefferyzing to chevs und get nozing, liffe alone in ein voods rezentful und haded py Hefferyone Hincluting zeir neighpors vo are chust like zem.
    Zey don't dezerffe death, zey dezerffe hell.
    Zey dezerffe to liffe in zis hellhole undil zey die of old age alone und forkotten in ein home for Helderly beople staffed py Black folk who abuze zem daily.
    Zey dezerffe to vibe zemzelffes vith vet tovels Hinstead of schovering, und to vatch anime on rebeat to escabe zeir ugly reality.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      und das ist ein gut thing!

  19. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    My tummy's going BLUGRRGRRLGUURGGUUUGGOOOOGBLGGRRGRR and I feel like a balloon.
    Is this what pregnancy feels like? Am I pregnant with frosted mini-wheats and pizza?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Am I pregnant with frosted mini-wheats and pizza?
      Yes. Dilation will commence shortly. Birth is imminent.

  20. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Should people kts if their lives suck? If they’re losers?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      It's more shameful to make your mama cry than it is to take up space in her house and eat her food. No mother would rather have a deadbeat son who killed himself than a deadbeat son who's alive.
      It's also more noble to live for someone else when you don't really want to than to take your life selfishly even though you know it'll hurt other people.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Should people kts if their lives suck?
      No. This is your inspiration to do something great. Make best use of it. Abandon fear of death and cast eye on your foe.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Which foe is this cringe Black person talking about? Unless you have a blood toll to pay the only foe you probably have in your life is yourself. I've been there, so I can tell you you are full of shit.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >the only foe you probably have in your life is yourself
          So be it.

  21. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I've always known that I'm not a "normal person", but it didn't really click until recently when I tried to be more social.

    Ever since adolescence I've been a recluse. No friends, no girlfriends, no social media, no clubs, never been to a bar, I don't even have close ties with my own family. I'm not an unpopular person by any means either, it's just whenever I was offered a chance to get close to somebody I denied it. I never felt like I was missing out, and I was content being like that.

    I'm 27 now and in the last year I've become inspired to change, but all of my efforts have been severely hampered. Something in me is just broken. Went on a date with a girl for the first time ever, and she got skeeved when it became obvious I'd never been in a relationship before, so she ghosted me. I was just too weird. Tried to get a lead position at work, got passed over despite working there for 5 years and being an excellent employee, simply because I don't have it. I do not have whatever makes people normal.

    I always figured I was making a conscious decision by isolating myself, and I suppose that made it easier to be alone. But now that I've made strides to be better, and failed, I realize it was never a decision in the first place. I was always meant to be this way.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      You can work and you probably tried your best to be better. All in all you seem like a perfectly fine person to me, anon. Most people have things they can fall back on when things go to shit, but you? You were denied almost all of them when life estranged you from others, and yet you still tried.

      Don't say that stuff
      >I was always meant to be this way.
      when failure knocks on your doors. Did you think you could become what you wanted to be overnight? Of course things are going to suck sometimes. That's how you're supposed to learn. And of course sometimes you'll royally (hopefully not too many times) frick things up. God, I've made a fool of myself too many times to count them. Sometimes I wished I could find the courage to kill myself, and sometimes I worked so hard and tried so hard for nothing it felt maddening.

      Everyone who tried at least once knows that. You can't experience failure if you're not trying. You should sleep the bad thoughts off and reflect on what you did wrong, and please know you're absolutely on the right path and you should grant yourself as many second chances as you need. Being 'normal' or human isn't about making your life hell or living like an insect your whole life you Black person. Let me rephrase everything : You made efforts. Did you learn anything ? You probably fricking did, and that's better than doing nothing like the rest of your life. You got a little farther even if you can't see it yet. Give the finger to these work Black folk and ask for a raise by the way.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Damn, thank you anon. I really needed to hear that. I don't intend to give up at all, but I worry I'll never get there all the way. Maybe most of the way will be good enough. I already did put in my two weeks at that job, didn't help that they basically said "lolkbye thanks for working for us". Frick 'em.

        Only on IQfy can you receive well thought out, comforting, life-affirming advice and also get called a Black person at the same time. Love you.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I was about your age when I started to really understand myself and feel comfortable with how I was. Modern life can be so dogmatic regarding personality. There’s so much pressure to be this extroverted, hedonistic, transgressive, progressive wheeler and dealer that if you’re not, you feel cast aside. Eventually, you come to a point where you just accept that you’re different from the desired norm and you choose to be the courageous loner rather than the cowardly fraud. If I could offer you any advice it would be to try to develop some closer ties with your family. Part of getting older is learning that closeness can mean different things and you have to learn where these people fit into your life. The thing is though, there are some people you’re liable to want fit in somewhere somehow, even if you don’t want it now. So if you have to make an effort for that you should do it.

      As for the girls, next time you’re in that situation, just lie. “Yeah I’ve been in relationships before but not that long or serious” or “No, I’m not a virgin I just always get this nervous or awkward the first time with someone”. And as for work, they’re not loyal to you and they don’t look for competence so don’t sweat it. Whatever this normal is, trust me, you don’t want it. Try to understand that your being different is actually admirable. I would recommend you read the ouvre of Ernst Junger. He’s someone he really admired and exalted the courageous and admirable loner in part because he thought fighting for dignity made you a loner in these times. And he also thought that you could always preserve dignity, no matter what happens in politics or war or in business, and that dignity is worth more than even your life itself.

  22. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    She did it.
    She’s done the one thing I hoped she wouldn’t, and she’s done it before. It didn’t matter before because we were just dating. I expected her to be better without holding her atop a pedestal.
    She’s dead to me now. I know it’s an over reaction, a dramatic reflex, a stupid idea. But she’s dead. She killed herself before my eyes.
    Nothing short of a constant reminder now, my subconscious has taken over.
    She’s just average now, normalized.
    Maybe I do need to be with an “intelligent” woman, as intelligent as they can get without constantly pretending to be a man.
    Or maybe I should swallow my tongue and just accept this is the best case scenario and love her for what she is.
    It’s not a big deal, I know.
    The constant nagging reminder of how she really feels about me.
    “I know that you must feel lonely” doesn’t cut it, now that she’s with them.
    “You make me feel so stupid, I know you don’t mean it but..”
    I didn’t DO anything. It’s her feelings about me, my ability, and my intelligence.
    I can’t discuss it without sounding like I’m bragging; I have a good grasp of myself and know myself well enough to explain it to someone.
    But it’s the ease and lack of panic that gets them.
    A close friend of mine is in the same boat.
    It’s the fact that I don’t panic, that I am always calm, calculating, and in control. My life is constantly in shambles and they know it, the worst I do is give a sigh here and there.
    Running on no sleep, the minimum nutrition necessary to keep me in the gym, taking a full load of classes and working more than 50 hours a week and I’m doing better than them in school. And with ease.
    It drives them nuts.
    How can I do it? They ask.
    They don’t want to know, they just start to accuse me of making them feel inadequate.
    I never really get to feel normal, just like an alien. Now she has told it to my face too.
    I just make her feel bad about herself.
    Such a stupid, selfish b***h.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Just let it ride, bro. Don't let the shortcomings of others bring you down.

  23. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Autism post.

    For the past month I have been wondering if there could be some form of pornography which is not habit forming and has no negative neurological side effects, a kind which actually can improve one's life instead of having a detrimental effect however significant of insignificant it may be.

    I have succeeded in my pseudo-quest and finally have an answer. Though pictures and videos may harm a person, one's use of their own imagination and visualizations however have never caused any problems for anyone throughout human history. Therefore the act of somehow improving one's use of their imagination, by either somehow making it more potent or easier to use, is a form of pornography that is safe. In fact, by encouraging its use, one will improve in their ability to use their imagination and perhaps making them more creative.

    I have very few ideas as how to execute this thing, but I'm sure I'll find a way eventually.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Sure using your imagination ensures you aren't harming any actors, but do you deny the harm porn causes to the user?

  24. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    You and I in Shanghai.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Upon the great canal of Hang-Ho, or whatever they call it.

  25. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone have a PDF of codex brucianus?

  26. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Which books should I get?

    The letters of Mozart
    Tibetan Book of the Dead
    The Golden Ass
    Livy’s War with Hannibal
    Plotinus
    Abraham Lincoln writings
    The Will to Power
    Urn Burial
    Another Tao Te Ching
    Some Cicero writings

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Lincoln and Cicero.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Cicero and Livy

        Any reason in particular?

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Lincoln and Cicero are the least trivial, theoretical or speculative among them, and, intentionally or not, the most autobiographical among those. The letters of Mozart may be worth reading. My favorite ancient Roman is Seneca, by far.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I’ve been reading Seneca a lot lately. I’m reading Appian now that whole ~130BC to the Roman Empire was wild. Just one dude after another marching on Rome or surrounding Italy with an army. Lots of backstabbing and turncoating. Wild era but I don’t want to get burnt out on that whole era so I’m a little reluctant about Cicero. I’m mostly interested in his philosophical writings. Any familiarity with them?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            On noise, and Pumpkinification are among the themes of Seneca I like best, that is to say when he's at his least philosophical and most personal. Personally, I can't stand noise like he could, but take just as much pleasure as he evidently did in making elaborate fun of arbitrary authority. There's something amazing about how advanced his overall tone is, it its descriptive intimacy. At his best. Plato was capable of something similar, but never so self-aware.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          They’re classics

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Cicero and Livy

  27. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    The view from my bedroom windows is unusual. It's about 10 acres of lawn the sunset side of which a huge stand of cottonwoods that cast very long elegant shadows across it whenever the weather is particularly clear. I haven't the slightest idea who owns or maintains it, but enjoy the distance it implies and enforces: The nearest window is a half kilometer away, and the sky view160 degrees around and down to about 5 degrees above the horizon. Still better in the same town, is a modest residence that sits on twice the area, surrounded almost entirely by old growth trees, in a ring facing more or less East. The standards when it comes to space around here aren't the highest in the world, but in terms of cultivated space, they're kind of insane.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I felled a collapsing cottonwood tree that was a tad over three foot diameter at the base. It was rotten from near the top, all the way down the trunk and underground. Bees had formed a nest in the tree from about four feet up, stretching fifteen feet more upwards. Only a one inch ring of live sapwood remained at the base. When I cut it, it hinged on two small squares about one inch by one inch. I followed all of the rules and felled it with the favoring of the mass of the branches. Any error, failure to follow the safety rules, or failing to take advantage of the imbalance would likely have entailed disaster. Dead cottonwoods are a b***h.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        The ones near me are about 80 feet tall, and About 3' in diameter at the base, and still look perfectly healthy. Evidently the environment is for them is favorable as it gets. The oldest tree I've ever seen is an oak that lived within walking distance from where I lived in the 90s, that was between 500 and 800 years old. It recently died, and by recently i mean sometime since then and now.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          *It stood on the front lawn of modest family home, and was a seedling at least 3 centuries before Chicago existed even as a name.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          It's tough to tell. This one may have stood 50 feet in its day. Bees and all, I'd have let her stand, but she was too close to the house. It was in an irrigated part of the desert. They never grow to full height here.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I live in mid central Illinois. The height of tree stands depends rather a lot on the local water table. Some stretches of treelined interstate look wretchedly short, others spectacularly tall.. In the suburbs of Northwest Indiana mulberries prolifierate and tower like you wouldn't believe, in some areas. I've seen magnificent specimens there, about 60' tall, by the dozens beside a bike trail in a wealthy suburb. It just sort of happened.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >mid central Illinois
            My grandfather grew up near the edge of the lake. He had a relatively uncommon name. I made an ebay sale to some dude with the same last name, in the same suburb where my grandfather lived. There was not supposed to be anyone left behind when my family left there, but it made me think of the convict from The Grapes of Wrath. One never knows.
            >mulberries
            People will tip a perfectly good mulberry tree, inspire excess epicormic growth, and cause collapse. I think that this procedure hearkens to centuries past, when the tree was more valued for the fruit than for its shade or beauty. The epicormic growth will produce many more berries until the tree collapses. I am currently in process of saving one here that was tipped previously. Tree trimmers work a lot on tradition and word of mouth. A lot of them trim trees a specific way and have no idea why. It is just what is done. Of course, some of them have no idea what they are doing. Such is the case of industries whose cost of entry is a truck and a saw.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Weird. Never heard of tree tipping, since almost all fruit trees are accidental or ornamental around here. Indeed one of my neighbors gave me a big bag of perfect and uniform apples from backyard trees of a relative. I've never seen anything like them. Of course it's well to remember that apple varieties run to the thousands of those described, and that there are far more that are undescribed. Who knows? Maybe it has potential as a commercial one.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >Never heard of tree tipping
            It is very common with fruit trees. Citrus survive it well. Most others, not so much. You simply cut the branch short, in violation of the ANSI A-300 standard. The response will be several small branches at the tip, where once there was only one. The branch then overloads with wood, or fruit, or acorns, or whatever mother nature decides. If an arborist catches it in time, then he might be able to just remove the excess epicormic growth. If the cuts are made too far back, then it can never be saved. The whole branch might die. Do you want the story of the apple tree in the US?

  28. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Been thinking about Harry Potter. Its immense popularity speaks to just how far Western culture has fallen from grace. I’m convinced the only reason it’s so popular is the combination of a clearly Gothic world that is nonetheless a rebellion against Christianity.

  29. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    How should you go about reconnecting with an old college friend you haven’t seen in years?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Hate to say it, but Facefrick. Sure it's social media Hell in general, but it's good for that if little else.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        You mean Facebook? If so, I don’t have one. Never have. I’ve never had any social media at all.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I just did it cold. Fricker had no interest in talking to me. I spent a lot of time trying to find him. What a waste.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Really? He had no interest at all? I suspect one of my friends will have no interest after I missed his wedding.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >He had no interest at all?
          Nah, he gave me a very brusque reception. He answered all questions very succinctly. I think that he does not want to associate with others of the kind of which he used to be. We were both pretty big troublemakers, but it looks like we have both rectified our sordid ways. I think that he fears the past, and that I am a part of that. My last memory of him is of him and his father shouting at each other in the kitchen. His father asked him what he was going to do with his life, and he answered. His father laughed in his face, told him that his plan was unreasonable, and walked away. My friend made good on his claim, so I guess he got the last laugh. I found someone else, and he was fully the other direction. He acted almost like we were never actual friends, but that I was his idol and he just a follower. He gives me huge credit for inspiring him to follow the career path that he did, to significant success. Odd twists the years make.

  30. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    How bad should adults feel for living with their parents? I chose to live here to save some money and spend less time alone but now that I’m older I really regret it. I feel like a huge loser.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >How bad should adults feel for living with their parents?
      It runs the gamut. If you serve a purpose, then so be it. If you serve no purpose in their company, then move on. Many families lived together centuries on end. This is a question only you can answer.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        What exactly does that mean “serve a purpose”? I moved in with my single mom in part to save money and in part so we’d each be a little less lonely. Fast forward a few years and now I’m turning 30 and I just feel like a loser. Up to 25 I think there’s no issue at all. At my age? I don’t know. This feels somehow unredeemable. It feels like I’ve failed and because of it am doomed to failure in the future. Is this unreasonable?

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >What exactly does that mean “serve a purpose”?
          Ultimately, that is up to you.
          >I moved in with my single mom in part to save money
          Fair enough. Real estate is a b***h nowadays.
          >and in part so we’d each be a little less lonely.
          So it goes, but you had better validate that you are killing two birds with one stone, here. The two separate lonelinesses may not be compatible. You need to be the judge of that.
          >Fast forward a few years and now I’m turning 30 and I just feel like a loser.
          The location has little to do with it.
          >Up to 25 I think there’s no issue at all. At my age? I don’t know.
          Age has little to do with it.
          >This feels somehow unredeemable.
          Only if you make it so.
          >It feels like I’ve failed and because of it am doomed to failure in the future.
          If you are a parasite, then you are a loser and you need to fix it. If you are making the best of the situation, then none of the rest of this matters.
          >Is this unreasonable?
          No. But there is more to it. You are outside the modern model, so you have more to prove regarding being a loser or not, but this is far from non-recoverable if you are making something of yourself. The key factor is not where you happen to lay your head down to sleep, but more what you do with your days.

  31. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I thought I loved going out on Fridays but realized if I jerk off my desire drops down significantly. I still enjoy the adventures and cool events but I've honestly been out alone, in bad weather and to boring places all under the horny spell all too often. Better at times to do more of what I enjoy on these nights rather than have the horny push me out into the cold, mostly boring, money draining world of social days.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      You need urbex.

  32. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Now that I think of it, I do feel as I’ve failed to mature into the man I want to be somehow somewhere along the way. I suppose it started during or after college…

  33. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    >increase protein intake
    >track calories
    >reduce caloric intake and feel hungry all the time
    >lift weights like a maniac
    >go running 3x a week
    >all to look almost exactly the same but with slightly larger forearms
    >not even noticeable except at a specific angle with the right lighting
    >belly and neck fat haven't budged
    kill me please

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      How long have you been at it and what's your caloric deficit?

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        4 months and 350 calories on a TDEE of 2200.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Assuming you're counting intake honestly and not overestimating kcals burned via exercise (easy to do, those calc are sussy), try gradually upping the deficit by say 100-200 a time for a while. Maintain the new deficit until you stall again & repeat. I'm currently at about a 1200 calorie deficit and am considering buying a katana just so I can jump arsefirst on to it and finally know an end to this suffering.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      caloric intake and feel hungry all the time
      >Wtf, why no gains
      Are you mentally challenged? You know your body needs energy to grow muscle tissue not just protein?

  34. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I can’t relax or stop thinking about it. I’m so sorry.

  35. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Tennessee Williams once wrote, "We all live in a house on fire, no fire department to call; no way out, just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns the house down with us trapped, locked in it."

  36. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Im beginning to genuinely believe there's some truth to the idea semen retention boosts your thinking.
    Haven't coomed in 2 weeks and the sexual frustration has fueled hours long writing sessions, in which my thinking capacity is crystal clear in a way it normally never is
    All along sexual frustration was the key to unlocking my power.
    It's so hard though i don't know how much longer i can last...

  37. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I've been an actively practicing Buddhist for 9 years, grew up in a Buddhist family, always thought it was true.

    More and more, I'm finding the idea of some type of permanent death where your consciousness goes somewhere else to be a lot more logical than rebirth, and have been consuming an alarming amount of Christian literature. This was entirely spurred on by some schizo vision I had while meditating, seeing some figure radiating light and watching me and feeling an intense level of serenity, then later that night having dreams of meeting Christ or at least someone that I assumed was Christ in a church (I've never been in one lmao), we proceeded to have a very polite conversation, then I remember him disappearing out of thin air. I'm not sure how or why I thought it was Christ, just felt like it was.

    Prior to this vision, and the subsequent dreams, and then my recent studies, I knew literally next to nothing about Christianity in general, since my family is mostly Buddhist, and I grew up with no Christian friends.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Why think about it at all when you have no way of knowing till it happens? Just take the Epicurus pill and treat every day like your last

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        I'll be honest, I'm not scared of death at all, I've always been on the Epicurus pill since I was like 15, because of syncretic Greek / Buddhist art which I was interested in for a long time. "Death is nothing to us" has been burned into my brain since I was 16.

        I'm not really concerned so much with the question of what happens after death, but more which system of practice is more true, or at least more true for me.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      The Soul After Death by Fr. Seraphim Rose might interest you.

  38. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    How to make torrenting go faster?

  39. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Nips are usually terrible at comedy but some of their porn is intentionally hilarious, how comes?

  40. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Bros it's fricking over. My chest continues to hurt, hard to breathe, strange feeling in my arm
    I'm only 23 this can't be reopening
    I don't know what to do

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Are you morbidly obese and smoke 3 packs a day? What the frick is wrong with you?

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        I have no clue.
        I'm not fat im actually quite skinny.
        I am however a very anxious person and i suspect years of being over-stressed and many sleepless nights (i work night shift) has caused some kind of wear on my heart
        I also drink a lot of coffee which might be a contributing factor.
        The chest pain has been around for a couple years, but it's gotten worse recently.
        I'm thirsty all the time, arm sometimes goes numb randomly. And there's this constant weird ebbing pain in my hand
        I feel like i need to take drastic action like stop eating anything with fat or high salt.
        I'm fairly certain it's my heart causing the pain

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          It's weird too because I exercise a lot

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Were you vaxxed? Go see a doctor. Why the frick would you wait years

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I am but the chest paim started occuring long before i got vaccinated.
            >Go see a doctor. Why the frick would you wait years
            No point doctors can't do anything. Theyll just waste my time and try to get me put the door as fast as possible.
            Doctors are useless. Either something will kill you or it won't.
            Haven't been to one in a long while

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            why do you think doctors are useless?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Doctors used to not wash their hands causing death from their hand germs. I can never trust one ever again.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Because they are. They don't actually listen.
            I went to a doctor 2 years ago about the chest pain and she was dismissive and tried to convince me it was just mild allergies despite me never getting allergies. Never went back.
            Secondly they're useless as I said because either you die or don't. If you don't die then the doctor was never needed. If you do die then the doctor also wasn't needed.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Much like every profession, there are good doctors and bad doctors. You should at least get a second opinion.
            >either you die or you don't
            You are ignoring the increase in average life expectancy thanks to modern medicine. If you wish to die at 40, that is your choice.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Forgot to mention the other thing that weirds me out, i all the time get red spots on my hand like an alcoholic gets.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            sounds like allergies bro

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Not him, but the multi-billion dollar cardiac care industry is a flatline industry. For every patient that they save, they accidentally kill one. They kill people during stress tests. They cause a lot of unwarranted suffering. There is some good medicine, but cardiac care is not it. The studies that underpin the industry conflate correlation and causality. The great mass of lower level studies are all competing to best prove faulty premises. They are absolute clowns.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Amen

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Dumb ass. Go ahead and die 40 years early then.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Do you have costochondritis? I have pretty much constant, never ending chest pain, and just general pain in my sternum/ribs 24/7, which can also flare up for unknown reasons and even mimic a heart attack.
          Ending up getting diagnosed with that shit. Unfortunate thing is, they just know its some type of inflammatory disease, but no rhyme or reason as to why it exists or what causes it, or why only certain people develop it.

          My personal theory is wrestling from childhood through college fricked me up beyond repair.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            No clue. I think it's heart related cause I also get shortness of breath / difficulty breathing, and my left arm going numb which im convinced is because there's some blockage so the blood isn't flowing properly
            Also have had frequent trouble sleeping. In college there were weeks sometimes where for 2 days in a row i would get no sleep.
            I suspect chronic insomnia has raised my blood pressure

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >I also get shortness of breath / difficulty breathing
            This can also happen with costochondritis. If my chest is in a lot of pain on a particular day, my breathing gets all kinds of fricked for hours.

            Genuinely, only relief I've ever found is just smoking pot. Better than chugging otc nsaids and fricking my organs up.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          no one is going to take a proper history and examine you on IQfy
          pic related

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Are you morbidly obese and smoke 3 packs a day? What the frick is wrong with you?

      Oh nvm you're a vaxxie. No refunds.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Vaccine is good. Get vaccinated.

  41. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    signed myself up for a project that is very coding heavy and have not much experience. not worried about deadlines. it's frustrating knowing exactly what I want to do but not knowing how to express it. frustrating that something simple takes 30 mins

  42. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I think I had some cancerous growth, but I guess it was benign because years later and it's gone.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      It could have just been a cyst that your body processed.

  43. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I am no longer a virgin

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      How does it feel?

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        kinda underwhelming, realizing I am a lot more numb to touch than I realized. I did manage to cum, and I think he came like three times. dude had the biggest dick I've ever seen, like slightly smaller than my wrist. fricked in front of a mirror and he manhandled me a lot (in a desired way)

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          reminds me of how i felt. it's like i don't feel physical pleasure unless it's connected to some kind of emotional pleasure.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Getting plowed in the ass doesnt make you a non-virgin, homosexual

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          It makes my heart beat faster to cuddle than to do odd, sexual shit. I do have anorgasmia however.

  44. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Ahhhhhhhh, alright now that I've coomed I can get back to my spiritual studies...

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      ( but I totally promise this was the last time it will never happen again, tee hee)

  45. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    does anyone know of an iliad edition with both the original text and english translation?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I believe that a lot of the British editions are set up this way.

  46. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Plump and musty shitholes lined up for abuse, hairy with androgenic vitality

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Only good post ITT

  47. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    >my lit gf found out I skipped few pages

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Cute. I’d punch her first though

  48. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    There is a cute girl at work that works in early childhood education.
    I want to have a romantic relationship and/or sexual intercourse with her.
    How should I approach her? What do I say?
    t. janitor

  49. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Normally, a mix of "I should be doing shit" while idle and 'I don't want do do this shit" while busy

  50. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    wondering how long threads stay up before they get pruned

  51. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm in a weird situation with weird people. Uhhh yeah, don't do it for the nookie.

  52. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    legs feeling weird. it's kind of distracting and annoying.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >legs feeling weird. it's kind of distracting and annoying.

      damn it. why is it always something? as though all the moons of jupiter and mars have to be in correct alignment to get a few hours without something bugging the hell out of me.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >legs feeling weird
      Do you have a case of the Jimmy legs?

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        i don't know what that is

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Legs feel weird. You feel it in the bones. You feel like you want to rub your legs together for brief relief, but it comes right back. It's usually all the way from the shins to the toes. I think the medical term is Restless Legs Syndrome.

  53. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I was wondering if there is any Sci fi book where a major character or the protag face difficulty adapting to civilian life after seeing combat. Forever War and Forever Peace kinds touch this in a way, but after reading Dune I was wondering if there is something that really goes inside the head of a character that goes thru that particular kind of thing. Any suggestions?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      The Kid from Hell by Strugatsky brothers. Exactly what you are describing.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks fren!

  54. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    the unbearable agony of holding hands on the street with a gorgeous guy

  55. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm currently reading Ulysses.
    The language itself is interesting enough to keep me going.
    But due to the 'complexity' of it, I am for the most part unable to understand where and when I am, who is who and who is present in the scenes.

    Is this how it's supposed to be?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm probably going to give up Ulysses again, personally. I don't understand so many of the references without following a guide or course notes, and I feel that's where most of the enjoyment comes from.
      It feels cheating to read a chapter and then hit up ulyssesguide.com to have any idea what I'm supposed to gather from the text beyond the literal. And I'm not even having trouble grasping what's "going on," I just realize 90% of the enjoyment is in Joyce's connections to broad topics.

  56. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    https://www.reddit.com/r/nosurf/top/?sort=top&t=all
    https://www.staygrounded.online/p/youll-never-scroll-to-the-end

  57. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Is it normal to have a soft spot for the girl you lost your v to even though you are both married? We never even dated and she literally broke my heart too when I thought us sleeping together meant were were going to be a couple soon. But apparently not lol.

    I still get butterflies when I know she's going to be at a mutual event. It's kind of a mixture of being excited to see her again and a validation thing, like hoping she is proud and happy for me or something. It's hard to explain, but hopefully makes some sense.

    I also feel so warm and happy when we hug and kiss each other on the cheek when we greet each other and say our goodbyes. I really still love seeing her for some reason, then when the night is done I go home feeling happy, life goes on as normal and completely forget about her til next time. There is something about her too that triggers something in me that makes me love and appreciate my wife even more.

    Did she cause some sort of trauma in me? We never dated or were even a couple, but when we started having sex I got really clingy and cringe and tried pushing a relationship with her or asking every now and then ask if our sex meant anything to her. Obviously it would annoy her and she would scold me. I did put her in an awkward situation. I just hope she doesn't see me I that negative light anymore, and I hope there is some way I can make it up to her

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I had a very similar situation with my first anon, I imagine it's somewhat normal but many guys probably won't admit to it or claim it's abnormal. The only part in actually cringing at is the "make it up to her" but at the end. I don't give a frick what my first girl is doing and think about her almost never, despite our stories, the way the b***h acted and whatnot being entirely similar.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I guess it depends. The girl I lost my virginity with turned out to be a total psycho with daddy issues. I never really think about her. I also am never in a situation where I run into her. The girlfriend that I feel like I really grew up with and was actually a decent enough girlfriend though? Yeah, I think about her and I think I would get butterflies if I saw her out somewhere even though I know I would never date her again.

  58. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I quit my investment banking job five years ago now. At the time, I felt good about the decision. Now, I tend to think it was the worst decision I ever made. All that money was left on the table. If I had taken it, maybe I wouldn’t be living with my parents with nowhere to go right now.

  59. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Who is your favorite writer who opposed Hegelianism? It seems to me there are too many to choose from.

  60. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    i am a NEET, but a stoic and happy NEET

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Happiness is overrated.

  61. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    I can sympathize with her somewhat because I also got another job and got lazy. In my experience, it’s hard not to. Wall Street as a junior is just so intense and so competitive that everything else has felt easy and unimportant in comparison. That’s not to say it was worth it though. For me, it was partly being miserable and partly tired of feeling unethical. It’s not really a question of “not making it”. In truth, nobody “makes it”. 99% of analysts will not become associates, no matter how hard they try. It’s just not that meritocratic and to any degree it is meritocratic, the bar is so high and it demands such a particular personality. It’s very difficult to keep a long career on Wall Street unless you come from a very particular background. What I regret though is just not trying to hit the pinnacle before leaving and then going right into what I’m going into now. The money would be nice but I was never going to stay in that career. So I don’t regret leaving. I just regret not leaving to something better than I did. In my case, I would’ve tried to get into a really reputable firm and lasted for a year and then immediately went to law school. I don’t know what she wishes she had done but I bet she feels similarly. I bet there’s a good chance she’s a competitive person and depressed in an uncompetitive environment as well.

  62. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    there isn't gonna be 1488 points

  63. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    What is the point of dating a christian girl If she isn't a virgin?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      A virgin is just a prostitute who hasn't fricked around much yet anon. All women are scum.

  64. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    What’s the realistic path to earning a living writing non-fiction? How to make a living writing fiction seems pretty obvious to me: publish a lot of singles and doubles or else publish one home run. Is non-fiction the same? What sort of credentials are good? I guess nobody wants to read non-fiction from someone without a graduate degree.

  65. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    i really hope no one wants to talk to me when i'm dead or dying.

  66. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I feel so behind…

  67. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    How do I say this politely in Japanese?
    >I'm sorry about your grandfather. You can come to my room tonight. Tomorrow I'll free you from this life. Don't worry about your grandfather. I'll hire him a worker after we leave.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      中に中出しされる快感。

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      私は兼男です
      私は兼男です
      精液が飛び出す
      精液は濃いです
      精液のホットロープ
      紅葉が吹き飛ばされて

  68. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    you're not from New York City, you're from Rotherham

  69. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I’ve totally destroyed my career and hitched my wagon to a lame horse…

  70. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm so fricking tired of hearing about israelites and their endless problems, their weird intertwined arrogance and victim complex. I just do not want to hear about israelites at all. 0.2% of the planet and everybody has to hear about every fricking israelite who stubbed his toe in the entirety of human history. And now because a bunch of israelites decided to plant an apartheid state in the middle of an area that psychotically hates them, I have to hear about them being attacked and see every politician in the universe making a special visit from the Andromeda galaxy to say they "stand" with israelites, while the israelites continue to sob and simultaneously flatten random Arab kids with tanks they got for free via my tax dollars.

    Please God just find a way to relocate this people to some fricking island where they can finally be happy and stop murdering children while crying about it the three times per decade that the children slap them back in the process. I do not want to hear about israeliteS anymore. I don't fricking care about a bunch of atheist Turco-Russians obsessed with smut whose sole point of identity as a "nation" is living in other people's nations and crying when anybody dislikes them. I am primally, from the seat of my soul, tired of hearing about israelites. I don't want them all dead. I just don't want to hear about them anymore.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Amazing

  71. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I have about an hour to decide whether I’m going to take that $30k I’ve saved and use it in a down payment on a house or use it to travel across Europe for 3 the next months on a whim. I also need a new car but frick cars.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      You can travel across israeliterope without flushing 30 racks down the toilet. I maxxed my visa twice in one year and I didnt have to spend 5 figures.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        I don’t think I can. Plane tickets can easily cost me $10k. A month long AirBnB as much as $5k. That’s $20k right there. I figure another $10k for various expenses. This seems to be the low end in my opinion.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >Plane tickets can easily cost me $10k.
          How? When I looked at sites a flight to EU was like at most 1k

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I did not even take him seriously. If he is spending that much, then he is flying for every little jump. That is big gay, and also misses the killer rail system.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Railroad is unironically more expensive than flying most of the time.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Even with the pass?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            buses aren't

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            City buses are cheap, but people get pissed when you carry luggage.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            I meant intercity buses. Most people have bags on those.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah, I was thinking about that as I posted, but I never rode one in Europe. How is the railpass nowadays?

  72. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Wrote some lyrics:
    An uncertain gesture
    Too short for the lectern
    And a soft spoken lecture
    Of eroded texture
    Those spirits in unseen footage

    The print of a brain
    On your dug up skull
    Such a loving embrace
    Between mind and bone
    Those memories becoming porridge

  73. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I can hear the background radiation of the Big Bang.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Thats just tinnitus little brained anon.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        🙁

  74. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I had a little pocket dimension that I could go to whenever things get too hard. Cookie bonus if it could also stop time. I'd get comfy and sleep full nights inside this little world of mine. Take all the time I need whenever I need. I'd even dance and do some karaoke nights alone and cook lavish foods there. Everything to get away from people and relationships.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Sounds like one of the psychopaths from an Alan Harrington novel.

  75. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I ordered something from DoorDash, and the delivery driver was just sitting across the street directly in front of my house. I tried waving to them, but they wouldn't come to the door. The driver got out and it was a black teen in a hoodie, and I could see there were multiple black people in the car, and he kept opening and closing the back door, then going back into the driver seat. It was really weird and sketchy. They eventually left.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Report it to DoorDash

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        I reported it to the restaurant, and they sent their own driver to give me my order free of charge. Nice!

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      yeah you were about to get robbed and then they pussied out

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >the delivery confirmation photo is an image of a sperglord frantically waving his arms as if to scare away a mountain lion

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Holy frick

  76. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    What do you think about making career changes in your 30s and 40s?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      There are a lot of variables and circumstances that make this a vague question. Nothing wrong with it in general

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        What about going back to school in your 30s or 40s to do it?

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Why not?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Well, you’d be a good bit older than the other students. In some sense, you’d always be competing at a game you can’t win because you didn’t start playing early enough. You know?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Who cares about other people? Ok. So they think you’re too old for school. Are you there for them? So you might not rise to the top of a career because of a late start. Are you the type of person who doesn’t do something because you won’t be the best? Sounds like some type of complex. Live your own life and don’t look at other people

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >Are you the type of person who doesn’t do something because you won’t be the best?
            Look out, boys. We got ourselves another failed painter.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            It's not like the college experience means anything anymore. The young people at college are just confused high school students going to shitty parties and never making real friends. They all go to the gym constantly yet all look like shit. They're subhuman. If I wanted a degree from a university at 50, like I can only learn how to do some engineering task by getting actual training and/or I need the cert, for some reason I'd do it and simply strategically minimize my interactions with students.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I got laid off in my 40s. I was a specialist at what I did and a lot of factories wanted me. I could not bring myself to commit to another hellhole factory. I am now a technical climbing arborist. I make jack shit compared to what I did previously because I do not get enough work. On the days that I do work, I make more money. Either way, I get to see the Sun every day.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        That sounds like an interesting line of work. What got you on a literature board?

        It's not like the college experience means anything anymore. The young people at college are just confused high school students going to shitty parties and never making real friends. They all go to the gym constantly yet all look like shit. They're subhuman. If I wanted a degree from a university at 50, like I can only learn how to do some engineering task by getting actual training and/or I need the cert, for some reason I'd do it and simply strategically minimize my interactions with students.

        I agree regarding the college experience, but I’m thinking more about career. For some careers a degree is a requirement.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >What got you on a literature board?
          I was always a /li/gay. I generated official documents for a test engineering team, so I even qualified as a professional writer at one time.

  77. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm angry at how slow IQfy is on a weekend. Who said you fricking homosexuals could spend time outdoors or with your families? Get back here.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      Some of us use our weekends to read too

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      All of IQfy is exceptionally slow. It's dying.

  78. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    My least favorite part of online political discourse is how you’re expected to be ok with terrible things happening to the “other side”.
    >noooooo, my atrocityireeno is justified because other side did bad thing!
    No it isn’t.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm getting real tired of subhuman morons making fun of people dying in general. It's just so Black persony.

  79. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Why shouldn't I just kill myself if I'm a manlet?

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      The hell does being a manlet have to do with anything?

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Realizing I'm a dysgenic freak for one thing.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          The global average height is like 5'8" dude, calm down.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Yes I'm well aware the global populace is raised entirely on GMOs.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            What does that have to do with anything?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            It means most people have shit nutrition which correlates with stunted physical and neurological developments. An epidemic of manlets is as disconcerting as an epidemic of autism.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            homie that's the global AVERAGE it includes figures from SEA where men are like 5'2" and always have been. Get off /misc/ sometime.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            That's a non-sequitur, I'm basically saying the global populace is incredibly dysgenic so averages don't amount to much.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            The global average height is higher than ever before, people weren't all 6'5" aryvn trve gigachads before big bad GMO corpos fed them goyslop. Get off /misc/.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Frankly, I don't see how this disputes any sort of notion that being a manlet is dysgenic and that a few whites and blacks getting taller doesn't serve to emphasize that fact. If what you're claiming is true then that's all the more disheartening.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            What the frick does it matter to you personally? Why would you want to have a nice day over some unchangeable petty shit like being a couple inches shorter than you think you should be?

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            Ever wonder what it'd be like to abduct tall chads and yell "TIMBEEEEEEEER" as we cut them down to 5"8 with an axe would be like?

            It'd be horrible but also really carthartic.

  80. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Wait a minute, a lot of what I perceive as "myself" is actually just the opinions of others. Therefore I both love and hate myself because in the age of information, who I conceive as "me" isn't really me.

    I wonder if super geniuses can look at a person and break them down by percentage into their influences. Like this post, "Oh, that's just Alan Watts talking."

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      It depends on how stark it is. If I have read the source material, and it gets quoted close to verbatim, then I pick it off right away. Yes, I will mention it as well.

  81. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I think about killing myself almost every day but I think about eating a delicious spaghetti dinner every day so my priorities are in order for now

  82. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    We've broken up long ago, but I don't know if I'll ever love anybody else with my whole being other than her, or if anybody else would love me as much as she did. Except for my hypothetical children maybe. The clichés were true.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      god damn it now I am remembering her hushed manner of speaking and her very gentle sighs and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa fricking shit this is like that one creed song that goes my own prison
      i have to get a grip

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      So it goes. Not even memeing. Life goes on.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        Keeping up the pace is one delicate task

  83. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    I’m really struggling to figure out my plans.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      keep the opps guessing

  84. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Sometimes I remember all the cringy trash I wrote in college and feel a deep sense of embarrassment.
    The thought that my writing might be preserved somewhere brings me more anxiety than anything stupid I did during my college years.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      I just defend that it was the best that I could do at the time. I wrote for public dissemination, so I know that it is out there - typos and all.

  85. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    here some mental vomit i kust posted on /misc/
    enjoy

    >Frank Miller VS Jesus
    You know what OP? I've had it with your moronic shit. you could have chosen any of the dozen of ancient Greek writers but instead you had to choose a character written by FRANK FRICKING MILLER
    your either maliciously deceptive or maliciously moronic. either way frick off
    THAT BEING SAID....
    READ AESHYLUS
    it is so dense with truths and now moronic Michael bay versions of characters like frank millers """Leonidas""" as adapted in the 300 movie
    Nietzsche knew it, he knew that the Oresteia BY Aeschylus WAS the pinnacle OF ALL HUMAN WRITING . that's it. Read it, read all the English translations, read the Greek, watch the fricking plays. understand it. actually understand it. because you fricking slop slobbery reprobates would not understand a tractor trailer if it turned your brain into windshield paste the first time around, watch it ten times, 20 times. every word. every single syllable has meaning it is the code of all action, all death, all future, everything is encapsulated into the Oresteia. AND GEUSS WHAT?/misc/ DOES NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS. at best its just some play they had to watch or read for English but hey numb skull that's not it moron. re read re listen. TO QOUTE THE PLAY ITSELF: THOSE WHO KNOW, KNOW. THOSE WHO DONT KNOW WONT KNOW.
    that's it . end of discussion

  86. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    How many books does it take to read until you can become a writer? That is a question that I've been asking myself of late. If anyone has an answer feel free to @ me.

    I've got three down so far and a whole entire journey ahead of me.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      One day a Chukchi brought his novel to the editorial office. The editor read it and said:
      - You see, it's a bit weak... You should read the classics. Have you read Turgenev? And Tolstoy? And Dostoevsky?
      - However no. Chukchi not reader, Chukchi writer.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      >How many books does it take to read until you can become a writer?
      Anywhere between zero and all of them. It depends on what you are doing. Firstly, can you mechanically write? Secondly, what do you want your style to be like? Is the material fiction, biography, memoire, non-fiction? Have you been writing in writegay general? Or at all? Just start writing in your favorite medium. I am a pen and paper gay because it is so convenient, but you need to do you.

      • 5 months ago
        Anonymous

        >Firstly, can you mechanically write?
        I'm not sure that I can do this. Can you recommend me some resources on how to do this? Or perhaps I very much do know but have little confidence in myself. Like when I think of HOW to write a chapter in mind of a story my brain seems to tense and freeze as if it has never even imagined such an idea. I'm very ridiculous.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          >Can you recommend me some resources on how to do this?
          Absolutely. The Simon and Schuster Handbook for Writers. Buy the most recent used edition that you can get for cheap. I paid 10 to 20 USD for mine.
          >Or perhaps I very much do know but have little confidence in myself.
          Always an issue.
          >Like when I think of HOW to write a chapter in mind of a story my brain seems to tense and freeze as if it has never even imagined such an idea.
          For starters, just write and toss it in the fire. Write a bunch. Toss it all in the fire. Get the mechanics down to the point that you start worrying more about the ideas, and less about the mechanics of getting the ideas onto paper. Sometimes I will get in a flurry, and I will alternate between getting the prose on the page as some twist of words catches me, and jotting notes as I am overwhelmed with too many ideas to refine at once. Pen and paper do well with this.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >The Simon and Schuster Handbook for Writers
            I looked over a quick pdf version I found online and I'm not finding what I need help with. Let me be more specific:

            I have no idea on how to write dialogue in a chapter. Character A says "Good morning." Character B smiles and answers "Good morning, A."

            I don't understand the concept of building a chapter with dialogue. I only copy what I see in other works. I need to find a resource that can literally help me understand the "mechanics" line for line and break it down for me.

          • 5 months ago
            Anonymous

            >I only copy what I see in other works
            Yeah, use Dickens as a template. Take the same material and do it with Melville, Harrington, Pynchon, right on down the line. See what you like best, then mature it with some variability.

        • 5 months ago
          Anonymous

          Put a stuffed animal on your desk and tell the story to them like you were talking to a friend. Then write down what you told the stuffed animal.
          There are many ways to write a story but this is a good one if you don't know where to start.

    • 5 months ago
      Anonymous

      The answer isn't an integer, it's a variable.
      I would say if you're seriously interested in being a writer you should be reading roughly a book a week on average.
      There's no point in waiting until you've read a thousand books or some other figure to write. You get better at writing by writing.
      At the same time, it's necessary to be well read to be a good author. Reading tells you what ideas have been done to death and where there's fresh ground to tread. Apart from just living life (which, generally speaking, you can't do proactively) there's nothing that will give you more guidance as an author than reading.
      When you read a book and see something that makes you think "This is good, but I could do it even better", dig your teeth into it firmly and never let it go. That's your place to leave your mark on the world. You need to read to find places like that.
      In general I would advise casting a wide net, both with your reading and your writing. The more types of literature you read, the more new ideas and methods of expression you'll expose yourself to.
      With writing, especially when you're inexperienced, you can achieve success simply by force of attempts. If you write ten short stories, no matter what your skill level, some of them will be better than the others. So if you create in small clumps, discard the dross, and keep the cream, you can produce better material than a more skilled author who committed themselves to single large work. Whereas if you had also focused on a single large project your inconsistencies would have shown through.
      I believe that you with your mere three books, if read recently, are capable of writing more capably than a person who has read much but only a long time ago. Those books will be living fresh in your mind; theirs are stale and moldy. From my perspective all you need is to maintain your current pace and practice.

  87. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Spend the night reading Romeo and Juliet with her - it was better than the sex we had afterwards. I've always wanted something like that in my life. I'm grateful

  88. 5 months ago
    Anonymous

    Shut the frick up all of you....fricking homo

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