>was a Christian for 5 years >stopped fapping completely >deconstruct >go back to fapping because why not >find I am attracted to the exact same shit I was before
If I was presented with an either/or and had to choose between the two, I’d choose women, but the idea of fricking a guy still makes me cum. I just get bored of the same thing over and over and need variety in my life. Maybe I’m a degenerate; I’ve never tried the reset thing. I have been lifting weights and found that the increased levels of energy/aggression makes me gayer and want to dominate a femboy. I also sometimes fantasize about the submissive role but don’t think I’d ever want to do that in real life. Is this what the Greeks felt on their long campaigns? Time will tell.
the bible
You're not bisexual, just a pervert. Stop watching femboy porn and it will go away.
No
>was a Christian for 5 years
>stopped fapping completely
>deconstruct
>go back to fapping because why not
>find I am attracted to the exact same shit I was before
The "reset" is a meme.
you can't kill it. just live with it OP
You can kill it if you find interacting with women more engaging than jerking off to gays
>you can kill if you do the impossible
Maybe you should stop fapping and get a real girl?
See
If I was presented with an either/or and had to choose between the two, I’d choose women, but the idea of fricking a guy still makes me cum. I just get bored of the same thing over and over and need variety in my life. Maybe I’m a degenerate; I’ve never tried the reset thing. I have been lifting weights and found that the increased levels of energy/aggression makes me gayer and want to dominate a femboy. I also sometimes fantasize about the submissive role but don’t think I’d ever want to do that in real life. Is this what the Greeks felt on their long campaigns? Time will tell.
> the idea of fricking a guy still makes me cum
you obviously need to smell more shit
the quran
Get help, from a professional if possible. Mental illnesses need to be treated before they get worse.
What mental health professional is going to do anything but encourage his degeneracy?
A priest
That'll just get him into CP
>How to eat another woman's minge while I frick you both, by Lord Byron and F Engels.
Start with the greeks
Queer by burroughs