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sorry anons i made the thread the first time without realising why i wanted to do this. I want to help people deprogram from catholocism, i feel like i was in a country wide cult that permeated EVERY SINGLE CIRCLE of societty and i feel like that's fricking killing us cause christianity no longer has mob rule or inquistions to keep its monopoly on religion. I want to help people who leave catholocism, otherwise they just fall into the hands of just another set of wolves like i did. I want to show them that there is a less flaggelating and more fun and less serious version of religion that we have been denying ourselves. I just know a lot about the aztecs cause i study them, but really all polytheistic religion is similar no matter where it is. I genuinely want a return to monke.
I just want new-age hippie rituals with meaning to them, my city stopped having traditional "pagan" festivals over the last decade and i can just see the impact that has on people. Concerts will never compare to carneval i miss it.
What does this have to do with literature?
I am writing a book mong
>sorry anons i made the thread the first time without realising why i wanted to do this.
Anon you're based beyond believe. As long as this thread is not about P*nchon circlejerk, CMC, dark academia( including BEE) or DUNE fanfic or utter trash like delillo or houlenbecq, we will receive you in loving grace and the thread that died for this was totally worth this.
i was so hurt by the church, by the "lgbt" people who claimed to want to help me, by the community that doesn't understand how it feels to be dysphoric and never wanted to talk about it with me, always giving me bullshit grifts like "you're a sexual degenerate" or "you are 100% just trans bro trust me". My friends told me shit like this without realising, my non religious atheist party hard friends, were conned by the catholic church. I am a zoomer yes but frick that shit homie if a 20 year old homosexual is the only guy to step up and that 20 year old homosexual is me it's over if i don't step up. Nobody else wants to, i want to show them a better more allegorical and fun way to religion. I want to help people from falling into the LGBT wolves, i want to let people realise there is no such thing as trans or gay or whatever and those are just scientifc terms being forced upon our SOCIAL CONSTRUCT of what an archetype for a person must be. I want to help i can't watch this in good concience and i have a few friends willing to do it with me. I want to lead by example and not be a grifter hippie payed by the CIA to undermine the whole fricking point with opioids. I want people to go on vision quests like i had to, it seriously helps i'll be damned if they don't legalize shrooms and pot in a year.
i want people to realise trans people are victims, not "mentally ill". Sure sometimes somoene actually has like xxy or whatever but those are weird edgecases. All of this because of the church, i feel like i left a fricking cult.
also don't call me insane, but i want like a basic blood ritual where i take a disinfected knife, take the hand of someone and draw some blood, let it fall on the floor as like a giving back to the earth symbol, and then bandage it so it heals in a day. This is hazing, there NEEDS to be a hazing ritual that involves real stakes like physical pain, you express conviction to the community based on how much blood you personally want to draw. I don't want human sacrifice but there needs to be something blood related to connect ourselves literally to the earth, know what i'm sayin? We are monkeybrains catholocism is literal sensory depravation compared to any normal polytheistic religion.
also a tiny scar on your hand as a flame-recognize-flame thing in the horde of sheep.
catholocism does this pretty much with money, which is just like holy shit you prove yourself by giving money to god like what the frick this is inherently unequal and propagates the aristocracy. I want people to realise that you can live a very "frugal" (compared to capitalist excess). yet happy and fullfilling life.
ok maybe i'm too used to blood from accidentaly cutting myself when i do things but idk. Blood is a powerful symbol, idk how squeamish other people are i could also just shave their head and bury or burn the hair, same basic idea. Something like this makes you *feel* like the past is finally behind you.
homosexual
yeah and so what if i'm a homosexual that's a vague cultural term that lets me be free. That's my point. Someone needs to first lead by example and i want this for myself too, i just feel it's the right thing. They don't need to follow my aesthetic, they can figue something out on their own on their own basis and we will tolerate their deities. light sarcasm is always needed, atleast in my home on the med.
Holy shit what a pathetic sad sack of beaner shit, putito, a nadie le importa. ERES un degenerado sexual y eso que no onions católico/cristiano.
ok lmao talked with my mom about this and she told me i basically want to found a creative club but with a set aesthetic theme. Should i just outright say this when advertising? i don't want to prosletize.
Where do u live in México? Count me in for some sort of perennealist secret society or whatever
I do believe strongly in moral crusading ala injustice or just pure evil like you know it with your innate baby morality. We always stay quiet because it's hard to admit when we fail. Or when we are being undermined by an outside power. Outside in the cultural sphere and in the mental sphere.
debate with me guys come on i can't just schizorant
ok ok commercial plush animal sacrifice ritual. When you think about it the symbolism can get very deep.
You 14 year old Hispanic Black person.
read Thomas Paine’s The Age of Reason
That's all well and good OP, but you are a homosexual.
I will pray for you