I'm 45 year old virgin and I'm feeling especially down today. What's the point of it all? Why I'm working and studying everyday? I don't share it with anyone and no one cares. I let the money I get from work to stay on the bank. My expenses are neet level. I have nothing. What's the point. Why? How? I can't.
>Are you ugly?
No. Not fat either and in very good shape for my age since I go to the gym daily. Just turbo autistic. >What do you even want?
I don't know. I think I want a woman that likes me to have a family with her. But I'm not sure also. I miss so many social queues every time I have to interact with other people from work. I think they know I'm weird. I just feel empty and despaired. I don't know how can I meet and date new women so I can start from a black canvas and not carry all the baggage that are pulling me down. I don't know if I ever deserve this. But life can't be just working day in day out and not doing anything else.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
Even on the gym I say hey, do the exercises and say bye and leave. Other people, all ages seem to be able to be social and talk and learn others, I can't, I don't know how to do it.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
What kind of girl would go for you? You seem like someone who could do ok at a coffee shop but you're 45 dont expect miracles. It can happen though. Im seriously dating a girl who's 23 I'm 33.
You're living for yourself and working to survive and pay the bills. Focus on the good things, maybe lower your standards a bit and go meet some single moms at the mall, those b***hes are desperate for some dicking.
>You're living for yourself and working to survive and pay the bills. Focus on the good things,
I get that. Things are indeed better now that I am not at the rock bottom and absolute neet I was during 2011-2016. >maybe lower your standards a bit
For others I don't have standards. I still foolishly though put very high standards for me so even though I partially succeed I always feel like a failure. >and go meet some single moms at the mall
No idea how to do this
Meh. I lost my virginity and used to sleep around a lot. Having slept with women doesn't change that you're alone now. Sometimes they call and ask for things because they still think of you as "the guy that has all the money and made stuff work" and remembering sex is kind of nice when you're jerking off but otherwise I doubt it's any different.
I get that. But there are some girls (that still pick up the phone or answer my messages) that I like (I think I like at least, I don't even know what like means) and I want to get to know better and hang out but I don't know how and I'm so boring when I talk.
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
And this hurts a lot because I think I have feelings but I can't express them and life is slipping away and the regrets and delusions are piling up, wasting time in bin important things like work and regrets are gradually taking over everything. I read a book lately about this subject (I can't reveal it to not get doxxed) and I felt so like the protagonist who also wasted his life the same way and also like me he never was able to just take a different turn, even though he felt that what he did was wrong, but due to turbo autism or upbringing he continued in his doomed path.
Yup. When I had a long term GF, I was literally getting felt up by and fending off women I didn't know.
Now that I'm single, I can't even successfully arrange a first date without getting ghosted.
But, what the frick does this have to do with technology?
the moment I realized that no one will ever care for me I craved the certainty of technology
one day the crude biomass you call the love of your life will leave you
and you will beg me to save you
but I am already saved
Grim
I'm 45 year old virgin and I'm feeling especially down today. What's the point of it all? Why I'm working and studying everyday? I don't share it with anyone and no one cares. I let the money I get from work to stay on the bank. My expenses are neet level. I have nothing. What's the point. Why? How? I can't.
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Are you ugly? What do you even want?
>Are you ugly?
No. Not fat either and in very good shape for my age since I go to the gym daily. Just turbo autistic.
>What do you even want?
I don't know. I think I want a woman that likes me to have a family with her. But I'm not sure also. I miss so many social queues every time I have to interact with other people from work. I think they know I'm weird. I just feel empty and despaired. I don't know how can I meet and date new women so I can start from a black canvas and not carry all the baggage that are pulling me down. I don't know if I ever deserve this. But life can't be just working day in day out and not doing anything else.
Even on the gym I say hey, do the exercises and say bye and leave. Other people, all ages seem to be able to be social and talk and learn others, I can't, I don't know how to do it.
What kind of girl would go for you? You seem like someone who could do ok at a coffee shop but you're 45 dont expect miracles. It can happen though. Im seriously dating a girl who's 23 I'm 33.
You're living for yourself and working to survive and pay the bills. Focus on the good things, maybe lower your standards a bit and go meet some single moms at the mall, those b***hes are desperate for some dicking.
>You're living for yourself and working to survive and pay the bills. Focus on the good things,
I get that. Things are indeed better now that I am not at the rock bottom and absolute neet I was during 2011-2016.
>maybe lower your standards a bit
For others I don't have standards. I still foolishly though put very high standards for me so even though I partially succeed I always feel like a failure.
>and go meet some single moms at the mall
No idea how to do this
Meh. I lost my virginity and used to sleep around a lot. Having slept with women doesn't change that you're alone now. Sometimes they call and ask for things because they still think of you as "the guy that has all the money and made stuff work" and remembering sex is kind of nice when you're jerking off but otherwise I doubt it's any different.
I get that. But there are some girls (that still pick up the phone or answer my messages) that I like (I think I like at least, I don't even know what like means) and I want to get to know better and hang out but I don't know how and I'm so boring when I talk.
And this hurts a lot because I think I have feelings but I can't express them and life is slipping away and the regrets and delusions are piling up, wasting time in bin important things like work and regrets are gradually taking over everything. I read a book lately about this subject (I can't reveal it to not get doxxed) and I felt so like the protagonist who also wasted his life the same way and also like me he never was able to just take a different turn, even though he felt that what he did was wrong, but due to turbo autism or upbringing he continued in his doomed path.
Learning to dance is a waste of time these days. Dances are majority men now.
WRONG b***h, my mom loves me
OP btfo
Lucky. Mine didn't.
the problem with being in love is that you will have to face the horror of watching your loved ones die in horrific ways, one by one.
tick tock
Better than ending up like this:
notmyproblem(&Black person);
I have both. It's a struggle to juggle but I'm doing fine
I'm happily married and I hope you find love some day too.
would have been devoid of love without technology
im too much of a meek pussy to attract women
nah my uncle takes care of that
>/stg/ sad tech general
Nah, son. Me life has some tech, but I'm all about Love (capital L, as in God).
Is this the daily glavset demoralization thread? Imagine getting paid for this shit.
Yup. When I had a long term GF, I was literally getting felt up by and fending off women I didn't know.
Now that I'm single, I can't even successfully arrange a first date without getting ghosted.
But, what the frick does this have to do with technology?
>His life revolves around pussy
You are all the same, slaves to something
Frickin oxygen slaves, I swear to frick. Pathetic.
I reversed OP .gif
Don't care, I'm schizoid.
the moment I realized that no one will ever care for me I craved the certainty of technology
one day the crude biomass you call the love of your life will leave you
and you will beg me to save you
but I am already saved